Japan Day 1 (unfinished)

We reached the airport at around 6? The whole journey ride to airport was emo for me. Nicholas tried to bother me but i just shoo him away from my emo corner. Sometimes i must have emo time okay? Anyways i realised my luggage is actually quite small compared to others. But Haqim's one is really pro. THE LUGGAGE IS REAAAAALLY SMALL!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY SMALL!! Okay so i was among the first to check in cause i was right behind Mr Doughlas. And yea after we check in we kinda have some photo taking with ms Gwee. And unexpectedly Mr ramesh came.. And i forgot who said BROOOTHER. LOL. So we kinda took pics with everyone in and after that we went for dinner. A group of Isis, Emmeline and sec 2s went in search of some place which is cheap to eat. End up go until basement and everywhere so we finally went to seven eleven? or cheers? And bought bread... And we saw Haqim they all there already. OH YA! Fahmi's Brother is really CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE! Brother=the younger bro btw. So after a short speech from both Ms Gwee and Mr Ramesh, we went off. I didn't expect Ms Serene Tan to not come with us O.O Oh well. So we boarded the plane. We have a bunch of travellators!! And we were like AWWWW YEAAAH!!! And we saw another bunch of people at the departure place and I'm like ooo another school is going overseas. So yea. And we boarded the plane. We are taking a midnight flight so we should be sleeping. But you know 1st time going to Japan and I can't really sleep. So its kinda like Si Min's first time taking the plane so she asked us to tell her when to cover the ears. Cause air pressure changes and your ear won't be able to take it and it will have that pain feeling. Since Fahmi is the one sitting next to the window i told him to warn me so i can warn Si Min. And he kept on false alarming us. So we finally took off. Its kinda slow as there is a couple of planes taking off too. Anyways we took off so yea. I really can't sleep so i just fool around with the TV there. THERE IS HUNGER GAMES AND AVENGERS!!! But i dont really get it so i gave up after a few mins and went to play pokemon. End up quite sian so i just listen to some music. There is Kpop there man. So listen a bit and i'm like really sian so i just off the whole thing and tried to sleep. I seriously can't sleep.... But i kinda doze off.. And like around 3am the air stewardess came and said: "Would you like some breakfast?" At first i am like uhhh ok yes. Then after that i started chomping. And i realised, WTF?! 3AM EAT BREAKFAST?! So yea. After that had some nap and everything. We finally touch down at around 5? We have some discussion about the weather outside while in plane (-55 degree man) Then we touch down. Everyone was like quite groggy and i definitely didn't had a nice sleep since there turbulence (Storm in the sky). So the plane sometimes shake here shake there. The first thing we saw when we exited the plane was TRAVELLATORS!!! So before that we have a toilet break. I went inside the cubicle and i already know theres an option of helping you clean your butt. So obviously i didn't want my butt wet in the first day so i am kinda scared the water will shoot out somehow. So i went in and the first reaction was: WTF is with all this buttons? And i'm not even joking there are like a couple of buttons like some kind of OSIM chair. So i was like wtf and i went and sit down to do my business. Halfway peeing, theres some kind of whirring sound and i'm like
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isit gonna shoot out the water??? End up after panicking for a few mins it didn't shoot. So obviously after peeing i stood up and wipe my butt(The toilet paper there is (Y)) and stood up and the whirring is gone. End up the whirring sound is just to let us know the toilet has detected our butt. Oh well. After that we checked out and went to meet our tour guide. She is aweeeeesome!!!! We went to a convenience shop to have some breakfast cause apparently a 3AM breakfast is not gonna last. AND LET ME TELL YOU, THE 5AM THERE SUN IS LIKE AFTERNOON SUN IN SINGAPORE!!!! Hot like mad man. So i bought a bottle of mineral water. After that i went to browse the magazine rack. And saw some fairy tail thingy. Out of sudden, i see some porno mag lying at the corner and i'm like.. Wth? Its like so easy to buy porno mag in Japan. After that Phyllis bought a box of takoyaki from the vending machine. The tour guide said that there is vending machine everywhere in Japan. And she is not joking. THERE IS VENDING MACHINES EVERYWHERE!!!! VEEEEENDING MAAACHINES~!!

After that we are off to some place that looks like some.. uhh actually i have no idea. But seriously Japan is really hot. Warmer than Singapore. Totally. But the clouds there are beautiful. And the scenery too! Then we saw this place that kinda resembles the tele tubbies place LOL! And after that we went to Kawagoe highshool(I think?) Its a boy school. On the way we have bento! As lunch :3 and i kinda fell asleep afterwards. hehe.
So when we reached its like awkward movements for me. Then the students there are building a castle? Like seriously a life size building for their cultural festival :3 Then they were like looking at us yea.. So after that we have to take off our shoes and wear slippers. The whole way up the stairs, I'm trying to make sure my slippers don't slip. And yeap. After awhile of practicing we went in to have our exchange programs. And i OBVIOUSLY am nervous as i am not the most sociable person you know. And well when it comes to introduction, i practically jumped up and said: "My name is Xiu Fen, i play the Alto" AND WHAT THE FUCK I sit back down and poker face and the guys(Kawagoe) sitting opposite us are like .... then my friends and i laughed. Cause i totally said it till is sounds like :mynameisxiufeniplaythealto Yea. MAN SO EMBARRASSING!!!! And yeap after that Kawagoe's students' turn to play.
Indeed sir is right.
When they played, our eyeballs almost dropped. Seriously, they play lika boss.

Reality

Sup guys. It has been long. Was really surprised RJ was still keeping up blogging O_O. Anyways life for me has been the same. Epic jokes, tests and stuff. My recent results are okay i guess. Shall try to keep it up. Tomorrow is Hari Raya already to Selemat Hari Raya to all Muslims out there :).
I pretty much know that i'm running away from my problems and not facing them. Sigh . But really it's really easier to chat and have fun with friends than facing what's happening. Cause i really don't know what to do with it. And i'm pretty much know that the way to deal with it is so not me. 10 years down the road i wonder what will happen. I don't even know what i wanna be next time. Sure i like writing and guitaring but yea i'm not really good at that. If only miracles happen and make things all good again

hmm... NightMareZ Focus is back like finally. I'm not sure where i left this off but yea he left and shet happened. Ry too. But last Sunday was great. Everyone was talking and having fun :) Hmm.. i can't wait for the next outing.
Sigh.
I don't know.
Cyas all next time i blog

Gawd

How long has it been already?! LOL. Currently in my MYE week now. But yea i left one more Pure History paper and EL Listening Compre and MT Oral. AND IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Yet again like what i always say when im back, A lot of things happened...
But seriously theres a lot of things happen. I shall just fill you in with some.
Uhm firstly it will be the guild outing?
It was awesome seriously. Just that the way to get there is kinda... creepy. Anyways it kinda crashed with my tuition cause something happened and the timing has to be postpone and WHAM! It crashed with the time i have to go guild outing. But yea after a few tears and wails, i finally got out of the house with puffy eyes. So the changing train stations and reaching the train station part is not difficult. THE WALKING TO THE DAMN PLACE IS. I mean cause i was alone and i have never been there before, i am by myself. And when i was analysing the route there, vamp they all was navigating the forest there. Cause apparently they want some thrill so they took the foresty path i think? I was not with them cause i went there later. Then after like what seemed like eternity, i finally arrived. And cause my fringe was down and the wind there is seriously damn imba. The wind blew my hair VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM and i was like WTF IS THIS PLACE. SO ULU. Yea cause its really ulu around that place. So i started my quest to find vamp they all. So i looked around. And then i wanted to turn around and smack my head against the map. CAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE ALL AROUND THE PLACE. Like every shelter theres one bunch of people. And the place is really big. THen after awhile harb told me that they are at pit a. And im like WHERE THE FFF IS THAT MAN. And yea so i just started walking around pointlessly. Then harb said he was gonna come find me. Then i saw this guy looking at me. With a imba camera. And phone. So i was like Wtf are u looking at? Then i look closer. Wait a min... -text text text- then. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THATS HARB.
So i like went to meet him. And its like fkin awkward. Somemore my hair was flying arnd like imba. Then we started a awkward conver. Actually hes kinda uhm outgoing i guess? Cause the way he starts a conver seems natural. Unlike me when i was with strangers >.>
Then ya we reached the pit.
HOOLLLLEH SHET I WAS AWKWARD MAN.
I MEAN LIKE BETWEEN ME AND THEM
Omgawd.
They are like so happy over there talking. Lalala. Then vamp being a natural was the first one who was like Ehh hi ? I think? And it took me awhile to register their faces. so heres the list of people who are there:
Vampa
Zeon
Fallen
Ry(Inori)
Harb
Aster
Lead
Focus
Amp
Cheru
Bun
And after awhile i clipped my fringe and stuff and was looking at how they bbq and then the first thing fallen asked me was: Want some milk? Then i was like DAFAQ? -shakes head-
Anyways they were like bbqing and i was like somewhere looking at them then after that i went to find YaoDong who was lost. And after that we came back we talked and analysed how they do things. And the are seriously one funny bunch. Cause they were cooking potatoes. And then when they unwrapped it, it was like one whole black ball. And cause there was this skill in DN called gravity ball, so they start calling those chao da potatoes gravity ball. So mean the conversation is like:
" Eh walao another gravity ball again arh?"
Then i start laughing. Then Vamp was cooking the nuggets and he was like eh cook already cook already. Then Zeon was like No laa where got.
Vamp: Seriously! U see.
Zeon: You compare this to the MacDonald one.
Vamp:............
Then cause i was seriously not talking so vamp was like ehh someone talk to both of them leh. Then vamp test me and ask me if i know who is who. So im like err yea... So he started pointing and asking. Then when he point to Ast, i was processing awhile then i said: Sensei. Then they start laughing. After awhile they are out of fire starter i think? So they were finding diff ways to keep the fire. Then we labelled Fallen as the Ace Fanner LOL.  Aye will continue editing this hopefully soon. I lost my mood ><

It has been long

Sup yall. It has been a long time. I'm too cramped with stuff. Especially since SYC is coming soon. MYE too. Its gonna be a busy month this month. So I'll probably be long away after this post? Anyways hmm I don't really like my common test results. In fact, the only A1 i have is Chem. Have to admit my bro is a good chem cher. Sigh SYF rehearsal this Sat. Well listening to the recording of our playing always surprises me. I always thought we screwed up or what, end up its still pretty good. But the rehearsal last Wed? Really disappointed sir. I mean really we played badly that day. Oh!! Have i mention that Mr Kobayashi came for masterclass? Wow reunion man. We sent him a scrapbook as a farewell gift and he was like -takes off glass-
-sniffs- and he said: Cry. We are like LOL. He really taught us a lot.
Sigh sports meet this Fri. Its gonna be hot. Whats more, we have CCA after that. Oh! And there is a guild BBQ this Sunday. Still not confirmed whether i can go anot. Have to drag XH with me >:) And Kali was released yesterday.
And i lost my library book.
Really no idea where it go.
Really a lot of things happen and i don't wanna type it all out here.
So i shall just
Keep it
to myself.
Cyas.
Oh yea forgot to mention Regine apologised to us today. Well cause a lot of things happen i shall just summarised everything. Apparently they talked to her and yea. Yesterday practice she wasn't so demanding and stuff. Nicholas previously told us to have neutral mindset cause he said she is trying to change so we were like yea, okay. Then today it was better. So yup. All solved.
Okay back to work

Just to let you know..

Hey guys, Just to let you know im still alive. A lot of things happened.. Me acting on the stage infront of the whole school for in-touch.. Yeap. Its finally done. Once in a lifetime in touch. I actually wanted the to go to the singing section cause its like not really much exposure and u just sit there and sink.. But i was put to act as they lack of people. Well.. it was ok i guess. I didn't have any lines :D. At the day where we need to perform i was suppose to tape the 'terrorist' hand but Feng Yuan rushed into things and im like.. Well forget it.. After that Mr Lua and Ms Oen treated us to Pizza Hut :DDDD.
Hmm another event should me be leaving NightMareZ. It was temporarily though. And well.. the reason for it was partly due to CTs(common test) coming up and mainly cause i want to take my mind off the guild matters for awhile. Hmm that night i thought a lot. Like the rules are not really carrying it out and up till now theres no orientation or pvp tournaments.. Its like not really working.. And i have a headache. Not really headache. Just that my mind feels heavy. And yea thats when i realise i should have a break from the guild for awhile. So i left telling them i wanted to concentrate on CTs. But.. you know what holds me back the most? This thingy

Its really this confirmation thingy.. I was stuck there for 2 times.. Really its like your heart will have a dreaded felling at that point of time. But once ur brain urge u past it, the feeling is gone.

Funny how powerful this little thingy is isn't it?

And today i got into a fight with Vamp. Apparently he knows that i didn't leave the guild just cause of CTs.. Well it goes on as i texted him about lesson learnt: Don't hold a stick and turn 360 degree. Cause apparently i hold a floorball stick and i caught the ball, wanting to pass it to friend and having the momentum. So i swing it and hit the metal measurement behind me and it produces a "GONG!" and im like OH SHET. And started laughing with my friends. Anyways after i texted him that, his first sentence was hate you. And im like wts. And then he knows about brewteax(the guild i cre8ted for fun) so i thought he was joking and i was like LOL DAFAQ HOW DID YOU KNOW? And apparently he was serious and one thing leads to another and it kinda became a fight. Normally  i would back down from such stuff but really. I can't take it anymore. Why should people follow his opinions no matter what? Why can he do what he wants and people can't? I just got pissed but still replying in calm state cause i know anger doesnt help in this kind of things. Anyways the reason for the formation of a new guild is mainly just for fun. There will be no members etc. But then after that i thought: Hm.. should i recruit low lvls and then transfer them to NightMareZ? Cause normally those that join lvl1 guilds are most probably not benefit hungry people. But i think Vamp got the wrong idea and yea.. Oh well.

I have to end off the post soon as this is my CT week. So yeap bye bye. Anyways i will try finish the camp post asap.

POKEMON MYSTERY DUNGEON

HEY YALL~ Procrastinating here. I bet when night come imma be like FARK and tearing my hair off. Anyways i forgot to mention what Si Min told me that time. LOL FARKING EPIC. Its like she was doing her Chinese and falling asleep. So if it happens to you before you probably know that when you are falling asleep and writing stuff when you wake up you will be like WTF MORSE CODE DID I JUST WROTE? ANNND You have to redo the work all over again. Happens to me a lot of times. Its like when you are falling asleep you brain is already half dead but it is saying: I MUST DO FINISH THIS. But your hand is like scribbling and when you are fully awake you will have no idea what did you just wrote.
SO Si Min told me she was falling asleep doing chinese mind map and did fell asleep and when she woke up she was like WHAT IN THE WORLD DID I JUST WROTE? Her Chinese characters were all jumbled up. And the most funny part that she wrote the word cabbage. LOLOLOL CABBAGE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CHINESE MIND MAP. Thats not all. She wrote the Chemistry state symbols, -6 for maths. Wrote Money for POA. BUT THE CABBAGE IS REALLY TROLOLOLOLOL. WHAT THE FUH?! ITS NOT EVEN RELATED TO ANY SUBJECTS WE ARE TAKING NOW. I mean its related to Home Econs but well. Anyways we came to a conclusion that maybe its POA cause you go buy cabbage you need the money and stuff. But nevertheless, cabbages are still awesome.
YEAAAAAA
Thats one sexy cabbage.
Anyways time to explain the title. So when night came i saw my bro playing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Blue. Which i once played before when i was young and i started downloading it. However i download the Explorers of Sky one cause Ast they all said its better. The title leaves me curious and stuff. I mean most of the time when there is such title you know the plot is gonna be touching friendship and stuff. I stopped for awhile after i started. HOLEH SHET IT IS FUKING BEAUTIFUL. I am an Eevee and my partner is Pikachu. There is this sunset.. bubbles,.. Really its.. beautiful. I started reading the plot from wiki. Oh gawd wat a story. Its really marvelous. Sad and stuff. Then today i decided to finish Blue before continuing Explorers of Sky. I bet i will freaking cry when both games end. Happens all the time to me.
Its so touching about their trust in each other and stuff. Sigh...
If only they were real.
Dammit.
Im getting emotional.
So.. ERHEM I guess thats all for today. Shall start on some work now.
Tata~

It has been a long time

Hey yall~ I know it has been long since i last blogged as i have been VERY busy. The previous post was incomplete and delayed so ya.. Just post it. Hm.. I wonder when should i start? P.E lessons? Have i told you guys that me p.e lessons are right after rev up so every time after Wednesdays, i will have muscle cramp. My audition for SYF for guitar also ended. Got 74/100 for Rainy Blue and 77 for Kiko. Need 80 to pass ): Sir said that my tone is good :D
Anyways lets start talking about today yes? During the assembly in the morning someone was talking loudly in Chinese so this Malay guy was like:" CHUANG CHUANG CHUANG" Then the whole area laughed. Not being racist here. I'm a Chinese myself and i don't find it offensive or anything. Sometimes some things in life must not be taken too seriously. Then after that we have our Math test. I failed the previous quiz for 13/30 but Kim nana +2 to my score so i just passed. This time Math test i'm kinda confident that i will at least manage a pass. Cause it was kinda easy but the thing is competing with others. E-math quadratic equations, the thing i'm afraid of is the problem sums but kind managed the one today. Last time's quiz i didn't asked around much cause i know i am definitely gonna do badly as i compared my answers to YD's and others. End up all of us did badly. Well, that is kinda surprising. Life is full of surprises isn't it?
After that we have this debating thingy for 3G and H. We are suppose to spectate this school from Johor and Westwood's debate. So we went for recess 1st. When we came back, we waited for a long time before they dismissed us for a second recess as there is some errors. Oh well.
The whole debate thingy dragged for the whole day which is like no lessons which = Slack. Passed time by laughing at what the guys behind is doing and talking to Simin about bitch. Bitch is a new code name given for R. Shall explain things later if i had time.\
Anyways back to the debate, we lost. Which kinda normal? I don't know if it is coincidence or what but whenever some school come over and compete with us we always lose.
Like.
ALWAYS.
Erhem. Might be just coincidence maybe?
Anyways after that i had guitar.
We went out to eat. I had char siew+shao rou rice which is what i always have recently. Then we went back to guitar room. Today the Sec 1s came so well we had some activities for them. When they are playing, me, Phyllis, Si Min, Nicholas, Jia Yi, Isis, Wan Jie was like chilling. Cause rite after my lunch you can see my crouching everywhere as my stomach have a lot of air and it is in pain. Phyllis's leg is injured cause she fell down during road run cause some asshole stopped infront of her and is blocking her or something. And her injury is seriously one big patch... And thus she can't play. Si Min is dk why but her chest suddenly felt painful. So the trio of us is like sitting down. When Bitch come and ask why we not playing or something like that it becomes:
Nicholas: Knee pain ( High possibility it is false)
Jia Yi: head pain (Dk)
Wan Jie: Finger pain (This is true)
Isis: Sick (Kinda true)
So after they finish the first game we proceed to ball games. I immediately stand up(with my stomach still aching of course) and say "Captain ball? Can i join? I love balls :)" LOL then they were like wtf?! LOLOLOL So it was a senior vs juniors game. Kinda boring. I was like standing, sometimes talking to Nicholas. Then out of nowhere Fahmi popped up and join the game. There is this moment where he is taking the ball and is getting surrounded and he said: "I DONT KNOW WHERE TO THROW!" -throws ball high up- -runs away- LOLOLOLOL EPIC! Then after that we had a water break. Oh btw this year Sec 1s have only one guy. THIS IS PATHETIC MAN! Anyways during the break Wai Xian they all were still playing around, kicking the ball. Out of sudden Jian Cai kick the ball damn hard. Then i see it rolling towards us. So i was like thinking: WTF SHOULD I TRY TO STOP IT?! Then thinking about that and screaming cause it was rolling towards to Phyllis's injury. So i was standing there screaming trying to warn them but apparently when you starts screaming and don't say anything other than screaming, everyone is gonna think you are a retarded bitch screaming for no fukin reasons. So when the ball hit Phyllis. I was like HOLEH HOLEH HOLEH! DID IT HIT DID IT HIT?! Cause the ball is quite fast so idk if it missed her or wat. Then she got up, her tears threatening to spill out.
So cause i was like not using my brain for that period of time I was still asking: DID IT HIT HER?! DID IT HIT HER?! Like a retard as if Phyllis would get up for no reason, going to cry. And it was after Si Min chased after her then i started using my damn brains. But i ran kinda slowly cause my stomach is still pain. So we reached her and she is really angry and stuff. After that Nicholas being the rich guy, for the first time is kind enough and treated us drinks. So i ordered Red while Phyllis ordered Green. But Si Min and Jia Yi didn't want anything. After that i followed Phyllis up and she was using the climb mountain style to climb up the stair by grabbing the handrail. LOL and when we reached the 4th floor Nic came with out drinks.
When we entered the guitar room, its kinda quiet and Sir is kinda done with the rest of the auditions so me and Phy started practicing our guitar.
Si Min came in not long after looking pissed and ignoring us. So we were like wtf? Then i texted Phy saying maybe it is because we left her just now. But Phyllis was seriously injured and climbing up in a abnormal way so i have to guide her up. And i dk why she didnt follow. Anyways she was angry for a long while then after the guitar session ended then she started talking to us. Phy was abit pissed for awhile with Si Min cause everytime this kind of small stuff she will angry.
But seriously speaking NO OFFENSE OR ANYTHING it kinda make me piss also. I mean Forgive and Forget you know? It is just small stuff. Of course i will feel angry if i got left alone but theres no need to ignore. I mean it makes you feel lonely? Lets just say i the one angry with Phyllis and Si Min but it just will make feel lonely cause they are your friends and you will feel horrid being left out. Sometimes i just feel that Phyllis gets angry too easily on some stuff just like Vampa and Si Min is too calculating. Trust me. I am going to get beaten up if this blog is revealed to them.
Speaking of friendship problems I had a major one recently with Eclipse. And since they all know my URL link i know it is going to face some major problems But fk it i had enough. So recently cause i was hanging out with Si Min during recess on Monday and we started staying back during recess to save money and stuff. So i wasn't with Eclipse much. And there is this day where i want to ask them if they want to eat lunch together, When i asked Sam she was like: " I don't want to talk to you anymore" like quite loudly and even Si Min is shocked. I am fking pissed that time man. But i know her well so after school it was quite awkward with her but we managed to chat normally. Anyways the whole thing into detail is that if i go with Eclipse, simin will say i abandon. I go with Si Min, Eclipse will say i abandon. I CANT TEAR MYSELF INTO 2 PIECES CAN I?! I mean. Its not like i'm breaking off connections with you guys or wat. Its just not going to hang out with them for awhile. SO i really dk why Sam is so angry or what. Its like i quit being friends with them or something which is fkin untrue. But she told me she was kidding and all so its fine now.
Just dont say it till its so serious and cause a damn stab in my heart.
So all is well ends well i guess?
Ouch ):
Some major stuff about raid Pts happening in DN now. That shall wait for another time.
Oh i forget about the bitch.
So anyways last lesson i think? Si Min became angry cause Pei Ying scolded her for no reason. Then this bitch come in while we were happily practicing and ask Si Min to play infront of everyone. Cause Si Min's hand is injured. Then bitch keep asking her replay when she made one mistake. Then after awhile Si Min got fkin pissed and cry and ran to the toilet. Bitch was still like " Cry already arh?" Whoa cb me and Phy jitao dao her and chase after Si Min. Then after that Isis Wan Jie and Germaine come and started to settle stuff. Then bitch and Peiying came down i started to find things scary so i go away with Wan Jie. Turns out that it is just misunderstanding between Peiyin and Si Min. Then the bitch think nothing is her fault just stand there.
I really don't understand her. She after that still scold Bass and Nicholas who is teaching them that they are not hard working enough.

IN MY EYES I SEE THAT BASS IS REALLY HARDWORKING. THEY STAY BACK DURING NON CCA DAYS TO PRACTICE AND TEACH THE JUNIORS. ALTOS ALSO! WHY MUST YOU COME FIND US WHEN WE ARE PRACTICING AND INTERFERE? WHAT THE FUCK AND WHEN PEOPLE CAN'T PLAY AND YOU GET SO FKIN MAD? YOU ONLY CHOOSE THE GOOD ONES AND DISCOURAGE THE WEAK ONES. PEOPLE HAS THEIR OWN LIMITS YOU CANT EXPECT THEM TO PLAY IN SUCH A SHORT TIME AND CANT BLAME THEM IF THEY HAVE OTHER STUFF TO DO. Really she is getting overboard. Treating those who can't play like dirt. Fucking bitch. Anyways after the talk with Germaine they all i kinda look up to Germaine. She can talk about Achilles heel, smiling and joking about it like it is no big deal. Just plain wow. Anyways i shall end off now. what a long post @__@