Hmm another event should me be leaving NightMareZ. It was temporarily though. And well.. the reason for it was partly due to CTs(common test) coming up and mainly cause i want to take my mind off the guild matters for awhile. Hmm that night i thought a lot. Like the rules are not really carrying it out and up till now theres no orientation or pvp tournaments.. Its like not really working.. And i have a headache. Not really headache. Just that my mind feels heavy. And yea thats when i realise i should have a break from the guild for awhile. So i left telling them i wanted to concentrate on CTs. But.. you know what holds me back the most? This thingy
Its really this confirmation thingy.. I was stuck there for 2 times.. Really its like your heart will have a dreaded felling at that point of time. But once ur brain urge u past it, the feeling is gone.
Funny how powerful this little thingy is isn't it?
And today i got into a fight with Vamp. Apparently he knows that i didn't leave the guild just cause of CTs.. Well it goes on as i texted him about lesson learnt: Don't hold a stick and turn 360 degree. Cause apparently i hold a floorball stick and i caught the ball, wanting to pass it to friend and having the momentum. So i swing it and hit the metal measurement behind me and it produces a "GONG!" and im like OH SHET. And started laughing with my friends. Anyways after i texted him that, his first sentence was hate you. And im like wts. And then he knows about brewteax(the guild i cre8ted for fun) so i thought he was joking and i was like LOL DAFAQ HOW DID YOU KNOW? And apparently he was serious and one thing leads to another and it kinda became a fight. Normally i would back down from such stuff but really. I can't take it anymore. Why should people follow his opinions no matter what? Why can he do what he wants and people can't? I just got pissed but still replying in calm state cause i know anger doesnt help in this kind of things. Anyways the reason for the formation of a new guild is mainly just for fun. There will be no members etc. But then after that i thought: Hm.. should i recruit low lvls and then transfer them to NightMareZ? Cause normally those that join lvl1 guilds are most probably not benefit hungry people. But i think Vamp got the wrong idea and yea.. Oh well.
I have to end off the post soon as this is my CT week. So yeap bye bye. Anyways i will try finish the camp post asap.

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