-sulks-

So i got transferred to 3G again D8 Now i don't have any close friends there. -wails- Oh gawd why.

So nothing much recently. Currently doing Physics homework since i haven't completed it. Dreading to touch Chem though. Anyways, I FINALLY GOT APOLLO SCORES. AWWWW YEAH! But my alto guitar is not with me so i have to use my Prime guitar. LOL when i took it out of the guitar bag im like: -gasp- ALL THE STRINGS ARE STILL INTACT! It has been a long while since i last took it out. Oh well. Thats all for now. CCA fair rehearsal on 26th ):

Finally Blogging

Past few days where my mom is away pass in a blink of eye. I wan on com the WHOLE DAY! But didn't find time to blog >< Anyways, quite a lot happened on DN and real life. So i guess i shall start from my CCA chalet.
Was actually gonna stay for the 2 nights. But the 3rd day have nothing much so me and Phyllis decided to stay for one night only. That morning for assemble me and Phyllis went for brunch and we have ramen.
THE RAMEN MADE MY STOMACH SICK!
Like really.
After that we just meet at Buzz with rest of the ensemble. Si Min and Hui Shi didn't come though. No idea why. And theres really not much people there. After awhile we finally boarded the train. We went to Joo Koon first though. Cause we really dont want to stand the whole trip to Pasir Ris from Boon Lay. Anyways, since there is normally no one in the train at Joo Koon so the seniors took out their laptop and blasted the music lika boss. The after that most of the trip i'm sleeping. While Phyllis, Fahmi and Nicholas are watching the three stooges via laptop and Yao Dong is playing games on his phone.
After we alighted, we went to have lunch. Well since Phyllis and I ate the horrible ramen already,we just kinda ate ice-cream and yea.
And it started raining.
And we are way behind schedule on the itinery.
So the whole thing is a screwed up disaster.
Cause apparently the senior leading us have no idea how to go to the chalet. We waited damn long for the bus. And we were drenched in rain when we reached the chalet.
So we can go inside already? 8D?
Nope.
We still have to wait for senior's mom to come and check-in for us..
So yea, was waiting for the whole afternoon.. The guys are playing around with the massage chair. When we went in the chalet, BIG SURPRISE!
Its small
Like really small.
There only 3 rooms. A really small bathroom. Living room and a bedroom upstair.
The bedroom has 2 beds.
So apparently the girls are suppose to sleep upstairs.
Anyways by the time we went in its already evening. Some seniors went out to get the bbq food while the rest of us watch the guys play SCP and Slender. LOL and theres one time where the slender lagged and float pass the screen to the side. And Fahmi was like ultimate shock. Its really fun watching them play horror.
Oh and we watch Brave too.
Nice movie there.
Anyways since its raining outside and we can't bbq at the bbq pit outside we made one with chairs etc. End up the security came and told us we have to rent a portable one. The one they made almost caught fire. So yea. We need to pay for the chair and rent a portable one.
AND THE WHOLE NIGHT I DIDN'T REALLY EAT ANYTHING!
Emo
When night come me, Phyllis, Isis, Wan Jie, Emmeline and one more sec 1 girl is like analysing how to sleep. Cause apparently there are only 2 beds and we have like more than 10 girls. so end up Phyllis, me , Wan Jie ane Emmeline sleep on the floor with sleeping bags spread out.
And when we lie down, WAH PIANG PAIN! Anyways before we went to bed we watch Pro something movie. And after that the 6 of us went to bed but apparently cant sleep. After awhile the others go for midnight bowling and apparently theres no keys or something. So the 6 of us stayed up and wait for them to come back.
We played ONLY 3 matches of uno and its 3am. And really EXACTLY at 3am, the others came back. Luckily we are awake or else they will be locked out. Cause apparently they are suppose to come in from back door but the door knob spoiled or something.
So then we finally fell asleep.
And the previous night i slept at 3 woke up at 7.
So i really is lacked of sleep.
The next day is amazing race. Not really amazing though. We went to a few station then we were all like ahhh lets just go to ecp(Last Station) So end up me, Phyllis, Nic, Isis and emmeline are playing with the waves and sand. And theres a moment when this wave ninjaed us and my phone got wet and it kinda spoiled..
But it fixed itself later.
I have no idea how.
So its kinda thats all at ecp. After that we just went back to chalet and prepare to go home.
And then its another no lifing period.
Well, here comes the online part. Please click away if ure not interested.
Soo apparently a lot happened in NightMareZ. A girl joined the guild, shes a nice sweet girl :D
And well Vamp miaed cause hes overseas.
ALOOOOOT Happened
And yea
I guess i will end it here

YES IM BLOGGING DAMMIT KEL

Soo lately not much happened in my offline life.

I suppose i am going to pay my phone bills later since it is already a day due. OH and yesterday my mom was using my com for the whole day and i can't play. SO when i got my com back late at night, i went to check my DN and stuff. And when i was about to switch off my com, MY DESKTOP WALLPAPER FROM THIS:

BECOME THIS:

I dont have the exact picture but apparently its an ant.

And my expression and reaction is..

WTF?!

And im thinking my bro is trolololing me...

Well, sooo nothing much happened?

My online life have been kinda of eventful though. EVERYONE IS BACK.

EVEN BUN a.k.a Mantou

Mantou is like the only one that seriously wait till A's are almost over and then online.

Vamp they all LOL onlining lika boss.

oh well..

So 3rd Dec Im going for CCA chalet.

SO KEL DON'T TELL ME TO BLOG

LOL

And my mom will be leaving for Boston tomorrow.

Oh well.. i guess thats all;?

Sayo

Bloggin w hp

Ellos. so kel told me  to blog and i kinda forget about it. cause the whole day my mum  my has been using com for work. sry if this post is weird cause apparently u shld try bloggin w my hp. its hell. will update abt it tmr

Shoulder loaded day

Ellos. So lemme start with yesterday. I woke up feeling tired and went to get ready to meet Kel. And i realised. I have no idea what should i wear. So i texted Kel. And i didn't get a reply till 9+ LUCKILY I STAYED AT HOME AND WAIT. Cause initially our meeting time is 9. So yea.
THEN i went out. Halfway through Kel told me she taking lorry. So I foreveralone go busstop wait bus. THEN Le Kel texted me that i should come tmr. And im like whaaat.
So i was thinking whether to go back or not. Since:
1) Im already outside
2) Its rare for me to drag myself out.
I was thinking of stayin but
1) Badminton tmr
2)Kel planned already.
So i became anxious and texted Kel: AM I SUPPOSE TO GO HOME?!
Anxious due to the fact that im the first person standing in the busstop line and apparently the bus is coming.
And then Kel came back with the reply:
Yes roll back home bitch.
And then i turned and left.
So i started the day today by auto waking up before my alarm.
But the plan with Kel was cancelled cause Kel need to go to the umm... paying respect thingy.
I have no idea how to say this kind of things.
And then I also dk when her thingy end and dont wanna trouble her so i told her i will be going alone.
BAD IDEA
So i went to return my library books and took the bus.
And i reached school and went to the book shop like some awkward dude.
And the person was like: Hey! (all smiles)
And im like : Uhh ermm, -hands paper-
And i think she said something like are u buying bks.
I hope she didn't say that/
I cant remember
Cause if she say that
Its like
You dont say?
So i think i nodded and stand there awkwardly.
Like i've probably mentioned a lot of times im bad with people.
So yea.
And i think Xin Ran came after that. Shes Hui Shi friend and she came with her father i think? ANYWAYS> The person then came out.
With
My
Pure Science Books.
Whoa.
WHOOOA.
FKIN THICK CAN?!
And then A math and E math came out.
Then SS
LUCK GO LUCK ENG AND CHI HAVEN'T COME
OR ELSE GG FOR ME MAN!
Then i was like Ahahaha.. pay money and all those.
Then i take the book to one corner and put in backpack.
That one, still okay.
But the moment where i carry my backpack,

SERIOUSLY!
I only carried my phy and chem workbooks and ss stuff via plastic back.
Means the rest: A math, E math, Pure sciences, Geog
All the shit loaded on my shoulders.
DAFUQ MAN
ITS HEAVY LIKE @#@%$##!$
By the time i reach 181 bus stop
WHOA Panting and sweating like mad.
Miracle that the thingy uhhh the strap that u carry, LIKE THE RED STRAP IN THE PIC didn't break.
When i carry it i thought i heard some tearing noise man..
Oh gawd so horrible.
By the time i reach home i have no idea why but i feel sleepy.
And obviously i didn't go to badminton.
Sry Kel.
So yea.
Sayo

Nyom Nyom Nyom

Soo i don't really have much to say today. Woke up, watch pewdiepie's video. Oh gawd the walking dead game ended sadly for him ): And then i spend my whole afternoon DNing.
Yes, no life ikr.
So apparently i will be going to by books with Kelsey next week.
And i have to go get my specs today.
Q____Q I DONT WANNA GO OUT D8
So yesterday night the 1st guild run to cleared SDN happened.
WHOOOO!!!
LOL ever since SDN came out the whole guild has been trying to clear it. Some of the guildmates have cleared it but with other guild people. SO there isn't any whole guild team clearing of it.
Well heres the pic:

So yea and the caption included 6man and 1 fruit
OBVIOUSLY IM THE DAMN FRUIT
DAmmit.
Btw fyi i went in and did no shit.
Im like the earliest to die.
So yea i went in and slack
So.
Bye

THAT OSTRICH

Ellos! YES I'M FINALLY BLOGGING. Anyways, reason i haven't been blogging recently has been due to my mom which don't let me switch on the com. So yea. Anyways not much happened this few days except that i broke my specs .___. Well, so i have go out with my mom to the optical shop. And the world is a world of blurness... I can only make out what the things are via the colours. So i made a new spec and the person fixed my old one. Its still a little bit bend though so i will probably using it as a spare.
And my mom keep saying something like learn to wear contacts and i'm like NO >: Anyways the new spec's side is purple.

but the front is pretty much the same. I still took the purple one cause the other black one has a small frame yea.. and when i look down it will be like... blur.
AND MY JIU YANG SHEN GONG IS GONE (MY DIARY) I CANT FIND IT OMG!
Sigh
Dammit Kel is so rich D8
She bought so much thingys during the hols while i'm seriously broke.
Oh and RJ JUST MADE MY DAY
LOLOLOLOL HER OSTRICH
DAMN EPIC.
I SUGGEST YOU TO CLICK ON HER LINK RIGHT NOW TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED.
CAUSE IMMA SPOIL IT HERE.
So i was scrolling down her blog.
And suddenly she was saying: The ostrich very pretty. and the post ended.
So i was like what?!
Then i scroll down
And saw this.

ROFL DAFUQ MAN! ITS MORE EPIC THAN THE OSTRICH I'M HAVING ON MY AVATAR NOW!
I SHALT CHANGE IT SOON!
Okay i think thats all?
Sayo~

“Time flies like an arrow; fruit flies like a banana”

Well firstly i have no idea what the title means.. Its just some quote i found on the Internet...
Inspiring isn't it?
Anyways...  I am in total bad mood from yesterday night till today.
Lemme tell you how angry i was yesterday, i was so angry that i ripped my earpiece into 2 parts. Fuck, now i have to buy a new one. Normally my anger only last at most, for a day but today when i woke up, i feel fking pissed already. Thats how angry i got yesterday.
So what happened yesterday was that i switched on my com quite late cause my mom dragged me out. THEN, when i came back I still have to eat dinner and all that shyt.
Finally i switch on. And after awhile she went to sleep. And asked me to switched off my com. So i'm having period and all that shyt and i erupted. I asked her how the hell am i even affecting her? And she say something like the light blah blah blah shit. And yea i got mad, switched off my com, ripped the hell out of my earpiece and try to calm down in bed. Its kinda lucky that i got it controlled and only ripped my earpiece cause apparently i could have smashed the fuck out of my laptop and throw my handphone. And you know after all this shit my bro still needs to use the com. SO the light is still on. And she thought it was me. So yea i shout that its not me. And my bro told her its him. AND what she asked is very genius. She asked him to help her close her fking door. Genius? No?
Kind of smart of you to think of that only now.
Last fking time also. Nag me like some fkin ____ THEN I WENT TO FKIN BED AND SHE STOPPED AND THERES MY FABULOUS BRO STILL USING THE DAMN COM AND SHE DIDN'T SAY NO SHIT.
WHAT THE FUCK.
Fair enough.
I should have got angrier that time but thats cause i wasn't on period or any shit.
This time i was on period and i fucking erupted yea?
Btw when I'm like of a high level of madness my tears of anger will flow out.
So yea.
Really raged yesterday.
And i have to fkin buy a new earpiece.
The one from Daiso last time, the quality is shit.
Anyways woke up today by my phone's alarm and yea still raging.
I feel mad. Plain mad.
And then after i shower just now in the afternoon, she trigger me again.
Fuck man
Just fuck.
Thats all.

Better be snapping out of it!

So lets start with the day i'm out with 6C first?
SO the girls are all late LOL. We decided to meet at 1pm end up 1:08pm i texted Favian, asking whos there and end up all the guy reached...
And no girls..
So when i reached there i saw Yan Xin and Shirleen. And yea a bit awkward at first...
After all its 2 years since we graduated. But we did meet up last year i think?
So yea and shirl said i didn't changed...
AND THE GUYS,
BOOOM!
Tall.
Like seriously effin tall.
And when you hear them speak....
ESPECIALLY GERALD!!!!
His voice used to be quite high. And when i hear him talk.....
And yea seriously all the guys( Wali, Favian, Ernest and Gerald) that are there are like taller than me?
And if i'm not wrong i used to be taller than them. But for the girls, (Shirl, Jo, Jayna and Songlin) IM TALLER MUAHAHAHAHAHHA.
But its kinda awkward.
Cause you know i stand with the girls i like some tall dude, stand with the guys like some short dude.
Damn.
Annnd we went to eat KFC. I tried out the fluffeh white rice thingy.
OMG! It doesn't really suit my taste. The chicken the cripsy outer covering too much.. The sauce don't really excite my taste buds. Its the ummm mash potato gravy. AND LASTLY, THE RICE.
1) ITS NOT FLUFFEH
2) TOO LESS
DAMMIT.
But well kinda full after that. And then we started waiting for Jo to like finish everything.
Man she eats so slow.
LIKE SERIOUSLY SLOW
We started chatting about random stuff. Like bf, subject combination, guys.
AND THAN
OUT OF SUDDEN.
You know you take the kfc tray? And you put it like make it occupy half the table cause the person opposite also need space? And some part of the tray will be poking out.
And when you rest your elbow, WHAM!
Thats what Shirl did.
And i'm sitting beside her.
AND WHAT THE FK
When she did that my ninja reflexes activated.
I siam like damn fast. And from facing the person talking i quickly looked down.
Cause my ears catch the noise too.
So yea siamed damn fast.
Then we were like LOLING. The guys also turned around and looked.
Then i see Jayna there like trying not to spit out the drink
WHAT I DON'T KNOW IS
She has already spitted out her drink.
And apparently my wallet kena.
So after i realised i was like WHAT?!
.____________________________________.
And yea. So i was attacked by 2 people from 2 sides.
My front and my left side.
Surprisingly i didn't suffer any damage.
After awhile Ernest was like:" Eh we go do our stuff first."
Our stuff...
Anyways i think they are like tired of waiting for Jo LOL
And everytime i turn around and look at them all four of them have their handphone out..
So yeap after awhile met the guys at Harvey Norman. When I receive Favian's text and told the girls, we were like what the shit are they doing there?!
After awhile we saw tanker. The erhem tank teacher from primary school.
After awhile we dk what the guys doing they just left and went some where. So the girls and i went to the arcade. To take neoprints....
and what the shit thats like my first time. I'm kinda reluctant to go in in the first place as i don't really like cameras. BUT, if i stay out, i will be alone so yea, i went in.
AND LEMME TELL YOU THIS.
THE 7 PICS THAT ARE TAKEN, ALL OF THEM,I SAY ALL OF THEM, my face has the same expression and i stayed at the same place.
Yea.
Seriously.
Reason why i don't take pictures.
Cause i have like the same expression.
Then after that me, Songlin and Jayna are late for the movie.
Jo YanXin and Shirl didn't go. D8
So yea we went to watch Skyfall. I guess it is okay? Not that thrilling though.
And my mom called me like for dk how many times in the theatre.
And i have to reject reject and text her.
And the thing is i have to text in Chinese.
AND I DIDN'T KNOW THE THEME IM HAVING MAKE THE CHI CHARACTER UNSEENABLE.
Means, the box for the chi charac is white.
And the chi charac is white. So all i see is a white box
Oh well and we went home after that. Thats all. Kinda happy meeting them after so long~
And then now on to the title.
Well i texted RJ.
DAMMIT SHES DOING MATHS PRACTICES.
And here i am. Doing no lifer routine.
I should seriously buck up and yall know.
Start doing my homework and stuff.
Well but you know, i'm lazy.
I should go pong pong now.
Its bath according to Diim
so bye

THAT RJ

I HAVE ASKED HER TO UPDATE HER BLOG SINCE IDK WHEN AND SHE HADN'T DO IT D: 

Anyways>>> LOL Kel said yo to me in her title too lolol.

So tomorrow will be going out with 6C 2010 to catch Skyfall i think.

Even though Jo suggested bowling. Ayee it has been a long while since i last saw all of them. The last meeting is like last year i think. I BET ALL THE GUYS WILL BE TALLER THAN ME DAMMIT.

Last year almost all is like taller than me. I used to be taller >:(

Sooo I guess that is all?

Nothing much today too. Except that i have blocked nose ):

Yea the weather recently has been really cold.

Thats why..

Aish.

So yea.

Ta.

Ta.

YO KELSEY!

LOL! So apparently Kelsey updated quite often recently..  So yea. IM LOOKING AT UR BLOG 8D.
Anyways i have cca today.
That fkin _ bitch.
Ruined my mood sia.
Wts.
Should i mention names?
Erhem. SO ranting time~
Was practicing with Phyllis today on our running notes. Sir out of sudden produced a box of ferrero give our section. Then we were like YAAAAY! So obviously the others also have larh.
Then me and Phyllis after eating the chocolate went to drink water.
Come back, that ___ come and sit at our section.
Qiao jiao somemore. (Idk how explain in Eng.. err like u know ur one leg cross over another leg when ur sitting on the chair? Ya..)
Okay nothing against her sitting at our section.
After awhile she ask our sectional leader: Can they play? (me and Phy)
And YAH DUH?! OBVIOUSLY WE CAN?! WE LEARNT FROM LIKE FKIN June? OKAY I FORGOT BUT ITS MONTHS.
And after awhile for no fkin reasons, she want to test us one by one.
Beach. Can't you see your junior there? Teach her please. Don't come here find our taiji when we have no juniors to teach cause i have no idea where they go.
SO, FOR ME, I will be like nervous whenever is 1 on 1. But at first i'm like damn pissed with her face and like fkin arrogant posture. SO, i ain't that nervous.
But after awhile, i am cause its freaking cold in the air con room and my hands started freezing.
AND HALFWAY THROUGH THE STARTING:
She said to my Sectional Leader: "This is call can play arh?"
WHY U BEACH!

And she said i play wrong notes.
BEACH PLEASE.
I ON HERE CONFIRM+CHOP+STAMP (Learnt from Kel) I DIDNT FKIN PRESSED A WRONG FRET.
U MUTHER FOCKING RETARD
WHAT THE FOCK?!
PLEASE EVEN MY SEC LEADER SAY NOPE, PROBABLY TUNING WENT OFF.
LOOK AT MY FRET BOARD AND MY FINGERS.
U SEE ME PLAY WRONG NOTE BRO?!
DID YOU?!
DIG UR EARS PLEASE!
Then after that i play all shit for her.
Then test Phyllis.
After that she said: You 2, 30 pumping.
HOW I FEEL:

FUCKIN BEACH MAN! WHAT THE FK.
U SO PRO COME HERE PLAY FOR ME!
U PERFECT RUNNING NOTES, ALTO 1 RUNNING NOTES I NOTHING TO SAY. IN FACT I WILL RESPECT YOU.
And after that she said our tremblo not good.
Well, come, FKIN GIMME A GOOD TREMBLO. I Don't fkin find anything wrong with MINE.
YOU DEMO LARH.
So OBVIOUSLY me and phyllis went out and do. EVEN though both of us wanna give her beach slap.
Anyways we went out and both diao her with daggers( eye her with daggers)
30 pumping in female ver is no kick.
After awhile we went back and Sir showed us our competition CD in Japan.
oooooo.
And apparently the CD caused a bomb.
Like 100+
wts.
SO. Its ya epic moments.
Cause when our turn come out there got show Westwood Sec.
Then sir was like: WHOA WESTWOOD SECONDARY SCHOOL SIBEI HOU TIA LIAO
ROFL
Man when he use dialect always damn funny.
Then after that Haqim closed the lights but Sir haven't adjust the volume.
And when you switched off the lights, the room is damn dark.
And Ridhwan was all like: WHERES HAQIM?! HAQIM WHERE ARE YOU?!
LOL
And then Sir was like: Switch on the lights! Switch on the lights! I need adjust the volume. U... Stupid Idiot.
DAFUQ?! STUPID IDIOT?!
And then after sir gave us pep talk again like improving and stuff.
And he mentioned: Don't give them physical punishment.

Thats self hi five by the way. When he mentioned i was like looking at Phy and Phy was looking at me. And then we smiled.
SSSSSS Why do i have a feeling its related to the previous episode of 30 pumpings?
Cause Sir was there went ___ told us to go out.
Well... anyways we talked to our section about it afterwards.
APPARENTLY
She was the top player for Sec 2 in her cohort
PLEASE! So what if you are top last time? Try topping now. We have like 2 star players.
AND> WHY DID YOU TEST ONLY ALTO 1 SEC 2s? WHAT ABOUT OTHERS?
DO YOU HAVE A FKIN GRUDGE BETWEEN US?!
Anyways by others i mean the others in other section.
YOUR SECTION!
Seriously i am soo pissed. I actually still feel fine before. BUT AFTER TODAY,
NOPE
FUK YOU!
PLEASE BE MORE FAIR! THANKS!
AND ITS NOT ONLY MY OPINION.
DON'T COME FIND US AGAIN IF YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TODO.
OR DON'T LIKE OUR FACE
LASTLY FOR __:

PEACE OUTU

Awkward. (Might be abit vulgar here. Kids stay away)

So i was sent to do some errand yesterday to buy the bag for containing dust for the vacuum cleaner. So i went there sulkily. Harvey Norman is like freaking big so i wandered around and finally found the place.
And I started taking out the paper and staring at the choices.
Until some guy assistant came and ask if he can helped me. With that suspicious look. And i'm like err okay. -hands him the paper-
PAPER: 电脑在消毒
Guy: -stares damn long-
Me: -pokes finger and try to hint him to flip over-
So yea awkward.
Then he asked me the filter or the bag?
And im like listening to earpiece so i can't hear him well.
I thought he said the filter bag?
And im like: filter...bag?
And he like pissed and repeats again. And this time i was like OH! Bag.
And well yea. I BET HE THOUGHT I WAS SOME DUDE THATS GONNA STEAL OR SOMETHING.
Cause all this time he give the suspicious look.
Oh well.. happens all the time when i'm running an errand that is in Harvey Norman.
If u ask me go FairPrice at least i know where the goods are at.
So not much happen today.
THAT CHERU
HIS STILL FKIN ALIVE
LIKE SERIOUSLY
Miraculously returned my text.
Oh and apparently Zeon trolled me and Vamp hard...
I was just doing the routine alt tabbing to DN.
When i realised theres this random ign that i have no idea who the shyt.
Sounds like asking for a fight. So obviously i kept calm and talked politely. Then he started talking about Diim and Vamp. Like finding Vamp for gold or something. And said something about mailing him 10k gold cause some of the members do something to him. By the time he talked about mailing him 10k gold, he already starting to trigger my inner flame. And i was strategising how to flame him..

Anyways i was also asking Vamp about it the same time. So after awhile i ssed everything. And posted on facebook. AND the chat i was in, Zeon was also inside. So when Vamp said something about reporting. Zeon started saying something about think about where Vamp had seen the ign before. Cause before that Vamp said the ign is very familiar.
And finally
Vamp
came to realise
its the storage account
-facepalm-
And zeon is checking the gold about how much they have left for the event.
So yeap. After that nothing much happened. Aish theres this SYC thingy going on.
So apparently the big thing called Singapore Youth Festival( SYF) awards, gold with honour, gold, silver and bronze and certificate of participation (cop) so instead of getting those awards, WE ARE ALL GONNA GET CERTIFICATES!
YAY!
Not. =.=
WHAT THE FK MAN? SERIOUSLY.
Okay so firstly, to those that dk wts is SYF its something like a competiton for all performing arts CCA.
And there are many reasons why i disagree with SYC (the certificate shyt)
Well firstly, many of us look at syf as a form of motivation. Like when you give up practicing but you then you think about giving ur best and being proud of you ensemble or whatever.
And apparently i think thats my only reason. I think that SYF with awards actually help us to push ourselves. AND WHAT THE SHYT, i thought of another reason.
Its unfair.
Like seriously.
Fkin unfair.
So lets just say some random people who have no fkin appreciation for arts join some performing arts cca.
And then theres a team of people who have no passion for performing arts went to the SYC.
And heres a team of people who ACTUALLY HAVE PASSION for performing arts went to SYC.
And then the team that have no passion started playing a piece of music that sounds really shity cause they didn't even to practice.
And the team of people that have passion plays some awesome music.
GUESS WHAT?
WE ALL GET THE FKIN SAME PIECE OF SHYT!
WOW.
And you wanna know why those people that have no passion didn't bother practicing?
Yeap cause they have no passion.
AND THEY DON'T EVEN BOTHER!
I mean if you have no passion and you join SYF you will at least try and practice cause you want to compete. And don't want your school to lose face.
But now?
SURPRISE! EVERYONE GETS THE SAME SHYT.
So i don't have to practice. And i can go to the competiton.
WELL DONE! VERY WELL DONE TO THE GUY WHO INVENTED THIS.
Making lesser competition so that there will be more what ever you call it?
Well lemme tell you it will just invite more people who have no passion for arts.
Thats just my opinions.
Peace outu

Unexpected things.

You know, in life there is always unexpected things. Today a phone call woke me up, my mom said it was my friend. So i woke up groggily and went to pick up the phone in a leisurely manner. End up:
Teacher in charge of streaming: Hello. Is this Xiu Fen? I am Mdm Quek in charge of Sec two streaming (I think that is how she introduce herself, I'm still blur at that time.)
Me: -tries to sound bright and cheerful and woke up long time ago- Uh yea..
Cher: You still sleeping arh?
Me: Uh yea..
Cher: Haiyo! Anyways (started explaining that i have transfer to 3H)
YEAP!
Fking unexpected.
I have transfer to 3H.
I seriously dont know what i should feel about this.
Sad?
I don't know.
Anyways my mom came to my bed and ask me if i'm sad.
I just brush it off and said i'm sleepy.
Sam asked me if i'm sad too. Well maybe i am i guess. And I'm just using sleepy as an excuse.
But really.
I'm sleepy.
I stayed till 3am last night. THATS WHY I'M DAMN TIRED.
Anyways yesterday night another unexpected news hit me with a BOOM!
Really unexpected.
Like really fking unexpected.
Can't reveal this piece of news though. But hearing it makes me worry and kinda sad.
I really wonder what will happen. Sometimes things just won't go back to the way you wanted.
So that is 2 piece of unexpected news for me. But now I'm feeling kinda fine going to 3H
After all there is RJ(SHES COMING WITH ME >:) ) Sam and XH.
Not to forget, Brandon.
Lessons are just gonna be epic with him.
But theres Redmond... Gonna tolerate his smell again...........
Aish. Thats all for now -yawns-

Came out of the Cave

Today i finally got out of my house. Just to go to school and pay for the guitar chalet .___.
You probably noticed that i finally changed my songs in my playlist. Well, that is cause... SAM SAID ITS FUNNEH >:( So yea change into more slow songs. Ahhhhh peace :)
Anyways ate lunch with Phyllis at KFC. After that went for window shopping... Ahhh long time since i went out man.
During the trip I keep on electrifying Phyllis. LOL. And she keep on OWing here and there.
Well to tell you the truth, I AM ACTUALLY A PIKACHU!
Okay thats lame.
But seriously nothing much today.
I must really try out the fluffy white rice set from KFC soon >:)
Aish i guess thats all for today?
Bye~
ANANANANANNANANANA CANON IN D <3

Rotting away~

I'm having a routine lifestyle of waking up at around 10am, and watching vids till the time i can switch on my com. My eyesight is so gonna deteriorate.. Was playing Jigsaw with Diim on MSN just now. When we started playing,

Diim: Walao we damn no life sia.. DON'T TELL ANYONE WE ARE DOING THIS.

LOL

Maybe i should like continue reading my storybooks tomorrow. Totally no motivation to read it cause ITS REALLY THICK! But the one i'm reading the content is not bad. When i went to the library with Sam and XinHua, I was thinking that its weird that all the books are so thick and the romance ones are about divorce husband blah blah blah. I have truly no interest in those.

After a few times of questioning why all the books are like that, she asked:

"You want those teen books? They are on the 4th floor."

WHAT OF COURSE I WANT THOSE!!!! So i borrowed 2 from the adult section and 2 from the teen section. Of course i read finish the teen ones. IM HARDCORE ON THOSE >:) Oh have i mentioned that guitar camp has been changed to chalet? WHOOOOOOO!!! On Monday they are giving us a brief idea on what we are going to do. 

I forgot who said:" Since there are many people, most of the activities will be outside"

Us: YOU DON'T SAY?

Kinda excited i guess?  :DDDD

Is this considered blogging as paragraph? I have received a lot of complains that when they see my blog their eyes will cock D8

Recently I've been on chat with Zeon, my rl bro, Vamp and Emory as we are in the same clan for mouse hunt. We are attending quite a lot of tourneys. So yeap. DN on the other hand is very quiet! It will be a few weeks more for A's to end T_T. But at least when A's end it will be busy again :D! Thats all for now.

RESULTS FOR SUBJECT COMBI!!!!

HELLO! The results for subj comb are out today 8D I'M SO HAPPY WITH MINE! I got all my first choices. Seriously didn't think i can get into double pure though. My happiness doubled when i know that i'm in the same class with RJ 8DDDDD!!!! Sam, Brandon and XinHua are in 3H(Pure Sci too) Kel, Ben and Weiling are in 3F(Combined 8 subj) Its good to know that all of us have a companion :) Didn't know what the rest of Manjury got for their Subj comb though. ANYWAYS>> Yao Dong and SiMin are also in the same class with me. Phyllis is in 3F while Nicholas and Fahmi are in 3E.  Sooo yeap. Heard from RJ that the competition in 3G should be damn high cause all those smart smart people there. -wails- I can't even win RJ! I got a feeling i have to mug damn hard next year. Anyways was feeling really happy in the morning. I guess thats all? Bye :)

Halloween Night :3

Went for performance for Halloween Night yesterday. Was suppose to meet Phyllis, Si Min and Nicholas at Gek Poh at 12.30pm for lunch. 12.06, i was preparing to go out my phone rang.
Phyllis: Hello? Lemon arh. We all reach already now left you.
Me: .... WHAT THE FK ARE YOU GUYS DOING?! ITS SO EARLY.
Phyllis: Idk leh. Faster horh.
12.30pm THEY SAID, 12:06pm THEY NEVER SAY.
So after that i hurried there and ya..
After that eat and pranked Yao Dong to come at 2pm LOL. He really came. The actual timing is 2.30 pm. TROLOLOLOL..
After that we practiced and went for the performance. I didn't expect that much people to go though. And the first song we heard when we got there is: OPPA GANGNAM STYLE! After that we have buffet for dinner. Not bad. And we got to enter without passing through the haunted walk. Stayed there and watch the talent show compe. ALMOST EVERYTHING IS BORING! I have totally no idea what the girls are singing. The only ones that are kinda exciting is the teenage guys who danced. COOOOOOOL.  Their actions are firm. Anyways by the time we perform everyone is like going to sleep like that. But the audience didn't care anyways. They were all talking =.= So yea probably wrong audience. This is classical music. They listen more to pop etc i guess. SO yesterday night is not bad.. Today in the morning, woke up with aches all around my upper body... SUPER CRAMP! I guess i will end for now.

Browsing through old Blogs

Just browsed through my older blogs. OMG SERIOUSLY I'M SUCH A BETTER PERSON NOW! I'M NOT KIDDING!!! At least i'm much more optimistic now. Oh well Anyways the previous blog post title's actually is talking about a song with i think related real life story. So well its an awesome song anyways. Today nothing much is going on except  i think i watched pewdiepie's vid the whole day. HIM AND CRY COLLABORATING IS JUST PLAIN AWESOMEE!! I guess thats all? Ta!

Sarishinohara

I have no idea what the title means either. LOL. Okay reason that i'm not posting recently is cause i'm lazy. Yeap i admitted it. There is not much going on nowadays anyways. So i had to go to tuition center today just because i forgot to bring my report book yesterday. Sir told me to bring it today and i think he want me to take so much trouble is because its streaming year after all. When i got there i was like all nervous( Have i mentioned i don't really socialise well with strangers and teachers?) When Sir come out he was like: "Yo!" Luckily he is not in any class or else it will be embarrassing. He is just talking to some of his students i guess? And after he said yo, he said: "Whoa, you really come uh?" 1...2....3 Me: HUH?!

And i have no idea is he lying or what but he said: "No, I'm just saying i thought you forgot or what."
Me:
Oh well, he said my results are not bad and ask me about my subject combination(I totally forget what it is called) so i started talking softly. VERY SOFTLY. That he told me that i need to speak up more as i am going to be Sec 3 soon. And i'm gentle.

U ain't seen my true colours bro.
So after that i went home after Sir thank me. Uh yea. Cause i WENT TO JE JUST FOR THAT!!! DAMMIT >: And yea after that I went home blah blah blah. At night my MOM DRAG ME TO BUY BELTS AND I MISSED OUT MY DESPICABLE ME FIRST 30MINS!!!

And ya after rushing home, i got to see the rest. ITS SHO AWESHUM AND CUTE 8D. I guess thats all for today. Yea a lot of meme in this post. Long time since i included them in my posts Lols. I guess i'm lazy... Ta~ Oh and here's why the title is like that

Last Day of School

Yeap today is the last day of school. Everything is pretty normal except that we are all restless at the hall. Stay there from 7.20 to around 10? Prize giving and talks. During the police talk Kong Liang went up again. And AGAIN HE FAKE HIS IDENTITY LOL. Edward wtf. Then after that the Police officer is giving an example. He say: EH! EDWARD YOU COME HERE! Then is example acting. Then Kong Liang seriously went up LOL! Then the police officer was like example only! Don't need come up! After that OCU. Went out to clean the school with Manjury and the Malay gang. Clean the staircase. Then the Manjury playing around, spraying water. Then i think Zhen Yi spray Ben they all then all revenging. After that debrief. Before that we said "Thank you Madam Saha" for the last time. And we did a good one :) Other classes also, saying thank you enthusiastically. After debrief Mdm Saha treated us BBtea. Then i went to buy rice from Kenny with WeiLing and when we departed she somehow hugged me. So ya. Thats all.

:3

Woke up BRIGHTLY today. NO IDEA WHY!!!! I slept at around 12am yesterday? Results are out yesterday.. I HAVE REALLY REALLY REALLY NORMAL RESULTS! When i say normal, its like average. Mostly are B's but its good i don't have C and below.. Chose my subjects yesterday. I have pure Physics as my 1st combination. 2nd got 8th subject combination. And i went to Nanyang Tech Poly yesterday. Details on RJ's blog. So today not much. Financial Lit talk is not as boring as i thought it would be. We played a game that is like Monopoly. I WAS ATTACKED BY WEILING, THRICE!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D8. After that we have a talk which is quite interesting. I think cause the Sir that gave the talk is interesting 8D. After that recess we eat the wrap WHICH IS SPICY! But its not bad. And then movie. Not bad but a bit boring. Halfway through Manjury exploded a bottle in the middle of everyone. And I HAVE NO IDEA why are they trying to wrestle the bottle end up water spraying everywhere. RJ the worst, most innocent and got sprayed most. Then end up Brandon and Ben throw the bottle on KongLiang's chair. LOL.  Anyways the 2nd half of movie everyone got restless and ya. After that I dabao Mr Bean home. And what happen next is RIDICULOUS! I was walking home and there is this boy around P6 i guess? Infront of me. We were both waiting for lift and I think he realised I'm behind him. When the lift came he like not going in so I was thinking he thought that i was a bad guy and don't want go in with strangers. So i just poker face and enter the lift. AND WTF! When i made a move he walked to the side and bow like some chauffeur and invited me in. SOME MORE HAND GESTURE INVITE ME IN! So i was like wtf is he gonna rape me or something when he enter after me. When he reached his floor, he went out, smiled at me and salute me. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?! I WAS LIKE POKER FACE! And when the doors closed and he walked away i was laughing man. SERIOUSLY?! Okay and thats all for today. Having a bit of headache now.

This melody is meant for you~

Soooo... Not much going on. Anyways i wanted to clarify to Kel that the reason i didn't reply her is cause I also don't know where we going after lunch. So i didn't reply. No hard feelings, peace out. Seriously not much going on. Sooooooooooo............... Bye?

Just Chilling

Past few days had been rainy. So i just chilled with hot cocoa and my books. Completed reading all of them. Mom finally let me on com.. Jx and gang has left NightMareZ. Haven't been socialising much recently. Nothing to blog about.. Just went fan girl mode on Jun Curry Ahn with RJ just not. LOL HIS TUMBLR IS SOO CUUUUTE! AHEM. okay. Nothing much soooo bye?

Ugh Wtf.

In a really bad mood now. So inter house games. We got 2nd. Yay. Went home by  myself again. Whatever. Year is ending anyways. Disband or not i don't really give a shit. Being with NightMareZ taught me to let go. Since the matters have really come to such situation, I don't even feel sad that we are breaking. I mean ya well, i feel sad and i want it to be like last time. But I realised its not going to be the same anymore. Thinking about graduating from my class didn't even make me feel sadder than the time when Bao and Kitty is leaving the guild. I've changed i guess? And thanks to my mom i'm feeling even more moody. WTF has my brother's result gonna do with me? Seriously? "I'm NOT GONNA ON YOUR COM TOMORROW!" Whatever. I will probably be bored to death. Cause apparently I have no idea who the hell is going to tomorrow's meeting. And then now i realised JX they all left the guild. FARKING HELL MAN I THOUGHT I CAN BLOODY RELAX WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER NOW JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?! APPARENTLY MY SOCIAL LIFE IS F-ED UP! FUCK! JUST FUCK!

Trip To HPB

Went to HPB today. I guess the trip is quite okay? Hm.. not much to talk about. SO GUITAR! After HPB we had guitar. WHEEE!!! Long time since i last saw my alto T_T And i totally lost my feeling of my fingers. So hardcore training. Oh, and the performance at Gek Poh has been confirmed. Ugh. Have no idea what songs are we gonna perform there. We only train rainy blue today. Oh well, guess thats all? Ta!

Floating away~

Soo kinda a typical day for me. Except i went home alone today. Which is a raaare sight. It has been long time since i walked home alone. Today: RJ with boyfriend(as always) Sam went home, XinHua detention(Orhoorh pai kia), WeiLing dk go where, and lastly, Kelsey who is recently charging home the moment dismissal after school. I guess she went to meet her friends from other school. So there is a HPB(Health Promotion Board) trip tomorrow. I have a feeling it is gonna be boring -.- Sigh... I think i am kinda excited for the trip to SP though, wanna look how Poly looks like 8D Soo not much today. Bye.

A morning full of trauma

Sooo this morning i woke up and blah blah blah. Got to school and the first thing that happened is Si Min asking if i want to go out with guitar peeps during hols. OKAY!!! LOL. After that went into the classroom expecting half of the members to be there. End up, i'm the only one there... .___. After like quite awhile then they started coming in. Heard that Brandon didn't come school today as his arm broke. And i heard its caused by Zhen Yi cause they were playing wrestling i think? And ya broke Brandon's arm.. Anyways, you be wondering or maybe not about why the title is called a morning full of trauma.. CAUSE THE RESULTS ARE OUT TODAY!!!!!! My results... I think they are average... I have no idea why am i disappointed though.. Should i be disappointed, i wonder? Anyways it is said that there MIGHT be a performance at Gek Poh on 27th... Oh gawd... That. Is seriously unexpected.. So I guess I am surprised that I got 22 marks for both Situation Writing and Compo. I thought i won't score well for this time Compo. Ma'am said that the teacher is lenient, i kinda agree.. Anyways ma'am said its good job so yaaay! Passion for writing started during P6 i guess? When my English teacher started introducing phrases for compos. Then, i stated aiming higher and higher.. Am i sounding like a philosopher? Sorry if i do, hearing some Symphonic music. I guess the type of music that you listen when you write affects the thing that you write? So much happened from my last post till now. Stuff in real life and DN too. SO BACK TO RESULTS: Really disappointed with my Maths. The rest, i guess i'm okay? After the results thingy then blah blah blah Chinese. I have no idea why Xin Hua got this idea to go ice skating. So we started teasing her. All of us didn't know how to ice skate sooo ya. Coincidentally Feng Yuan's clique went ice skating not long ago. Seems like they have a lot of fun. Im jealous. LOL and heard that Feng Yuan was scammed cause he said: 他们都骗我说不会iceskate 结果到那边，只有我和ChiYin 不会！LOL Translation: They all bluff me say they don't know how to skate, end up only me and ChinYin don't know. Before that we were talking about Chun Kit who went home after knowing the results today. I think cause out of sudden got fever or what. Then Sir said : Chun Kit is a harmless boy! Then his clique a.k.a Feng Yuan they all said NOOO You don't know his true colours. He everytime emo one. Everytime we go out, you see him standing at the wall there one. LOL! Then they said they that time went ice skating he sit in those restaurants eat and watch them. LOL WTF. And i told Xin Hua: Eh want go skating anot? But reverse effect, you will be the one skating and all of us will be sitting in those restaurants eating and watching you. LOL!! Okay... So onto DN stuff: I am TEMPORARILY the guild master. Lemme tell you, holding this title is not a good thing for me. Luckily no one make any troubles yet so its still okay for me. All of that happen as Vamp has some urgent stuff to attend to.. So ya thats all? Days of my exam all i did was slack and play. Ahhhhh.... But choosing subjects is gonna start soon. So I hope i can get the subjects i want. So thats all? Bye!

Falling Tears~

So, I MUST STUDY TOMORROW!!! I DON'T CARE!!! Slacked for the whole day ): Watch Battleship for tuition today. Not bad eh. Anyways the title is not related to this so i'm not crying or anything... Sigh... I think i will fessed up to my mom about what happen to me after exams. Well apparently, theres blood everytime i wipe my butt. And i don't think i'm bleeding from my anus? I don't think is mens too.. Sigh I hope i'm alright ): So much thing is happening to me.. And my results... Oh god... Listening to soothing music now..  Sometimes i hope that my whole chrome background is dark. I hate things that are too bright D8 Soo... ya...  I have no idea what to blog about.. Hais insignificance... Ta~

TGIF~ (Oh and Happy Children's Day!)

Hey!~ So wasn't posting recently due to exams. AND ITS FINALLY FRIDAAAAY!!!!! So can have some break. Truly speaking, i think my class ranking and grades will drop this time... I didn't really put in effort to study ): Having Maths paper 1 next week WHICH I am really worry about not completing it on time... Anyways this time's End Of Year don't have the feel. I thought i will be like nervous and everything but i treated everything like just another class test... Which makes me worried.. T_T Oh well, i haven't had my sciences yet. So i guess i will put in some effort tomorrow on my Chinese oral and Maths.. Sunday for the sciences? I hope i will do well on my Sciences as i want to take Chem and Phy ): Anyways I just remembered to day is children's day .___. Didn't really bother me much and didn't know UNTIL>> I reach JP with my friends and was wondering why is there so many people today as all the restaurants are packed. And we are like: Seriously, why is there so many people today? And then LIGHTBULB! Children's Day. So me and Sam takeaway KFC while Kel takeaway Double Choc Frappe. Then they come to my house to chat.. And i have no idea when but we started talking about different species of animals mating .___. And Sam started laughing like mad... Oh well.. I guess thats all? I hope my results are great ):

Nobody Nobody Nobody No one neobakken eopseo

Soooo. Farewell Assembly is quite okay today. Theres two class got people dress like Jabbawockeez and dance. Quite okay i guess. Oh well. And theres this class that is dedicating message to their teachers. And they say: I want to thank Diana Kang. And everyone started laughing. Cause they didn't add the 'Miss' infront. And theres this guy, first sentence say: I want to thank you to the disciplinary comm. And we were like LOOOL! So after that we had maths. I AM DISSAPOINTED WITH MY TEST RESULTS! 16/20.... I think 8 ppl got full marks and 2 ppl got 19 marks. Sigh.... ): I'm dropping... Oh well thats all.

I'm singing my blue~

So, haven't been blogging for the past few days is due to all the tests D8. Tuesday i have CONSECUTIVE TEST!!! Some of which i didn't even know until last minute. Especially Chinese =.= Luckily my memory didn't fail me. So it all goes on like: Literature, test about unseen text so no need study. Found out theres one when i'm at recess. And i'm like i ain't study any shit. After that have Chinese surprise test. Not a pleasant surprise. AT ALL. I have to memorise all this chinese characters in like don't know how many minutes. Well, luckily, i manage to memorise them all. Have Chemistry after that. Didn't really study for it even though this is the test that i am actually prepared for. But when i looked at the first page, i shot a WTF look at RJ. And she was like the same.  And we were both like


Luckily i kinda manage to understand what the hell its trying to ask me to do. And we had art test. I think i kinda nailed it. Cause it provided us with information. It is like open book test. But i think my drawing fail BIG TIME. Cause i was rushing and i wanted to take art for course work next year... Oh well. After that was Home Econs test which i only have a quick browse through of my textbook. And i think i can manage a pass? Oh well.. And when i got home, i was completely knackered. I fell asleep and did a bit of Maths Revision and went to sleep. I kinda finally memorised the formulas. Cheru was right, those formulas were kind of easy to memo... Wednesday was still okay i guess. Maths test didn't go well? I'm not sure of my answers.. And during English Mdm Saha said "Why do i see giggles?" And i was like huuuuuuuh? The class didn't react much cause they were all copying the things on the board and ma'am was writing and i turned to RJ and asked, " Did ma'am just said why do i see giggles?" And she was like stone there for awhile and out of sudden started laughing... and i was like.. wtf? Oh well. And here's Thursday. Its kinda okay except that Chinese have another SURPRISE test... And luckily its Listening Compre. Unluckily its EOY. Even MORE unfortunate that i kinda stoned. Oh well. After that went to see WeiLing. She had appendicitis. And didn't come for school for almost a week i think. So went to her house with Hui Ling and Xin Hua. Not a lot of details should be exposed here. I kinda have fun there i guess? Finally got the hang of folding straw hearts. Hui Lin and I kinda exchanged a few conversation. Still, not very close to her yet. Got back quite late. I didn't on DN for 2 days! And when i come back no one even return my 'hello'. Many are busy with exams(especially Vamp and Cheru they all) and some are just not very talkative in guild. Long story short, the guild kinda feels dead. Isit coincidence or what? Most of us are having major exams, Vamp and gang with A's, Cheru and gang with O's(Not really o's its some kind of special o's i think is igsce or what) and heres me with streaming year. Which doesn't really seem important compared to the rest. Really waiting for their major exams to be over ): But when its over they will still focused more on their PVP. But at least i get to see some fun. Tomorrow is FA! I think there will be some really cool dances coming up 8D! Can't wait! Thats all for now. Ta!