Ugh Wtf.

In a really bad mood now. So inter house games. We got 2nd. Yay. Went home by  myself again. Whatever. Year is ending anyways. Disband or not i don't really give a shit. Being with NightMareZ taught me to let go. Since the matters have really come to such situation, I don't even feel sad that we are breaking. I mean ya well, i feel sad and i want it to be like last time. But I realised its not going to be the same anymore. Thinking about graduating from my class didn't even make me feel sadder than the time when Bao and Kitty is leaving the guild. I've changed i guess? And thanks to my mom i'm feeling even more moody. WTF has my brother's result gonna do with me? Seriously? "I'm NOT GONNA ON YOUR COM TOMORROW!" Whatever. I will probably be bored to death. Cause apparently I have no idea who the hell is going to tomorrow's meeting. And then now i realised JX they all left the guild. FARKING HELL MAN I THOUGHT I CAN BLOODY RELAX WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER NOW JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?! APPARENTLY MY SOCIAL LIFE IS F-ED UP! FUCK! JUST FUCK!