Rereading

I just re-read my blog. There are times where i feel sad and times where I feel happy. A good writer can let the reader feel the feelings they had when they are writing the story. I wonder if i let you feel sad and happy at times where i feel sad and happy? Hmm... I guess a new problem is rising up. I still can't feel the impact of it since its still faraway. But i guess when school re-open, problems will arise. If that happens, I guess i should just concentrate on my studies. Given my situation now, that is the only thing i can do. I don't want to be disappointed with my ca2 marks. Those people in NightMareZ are studying now. Since most of them are from JCs, their exam come right after holiday. Zealtos and his gang are having exams too. Today in guild i didn't chat much. My schedule with them is seriously different. When they are having PVP and everything, i can only stare at the chatbox as my mom is around and I can't play. When i'm free to do anything, I can only roam around in DN as they are not around. Meh, I don't what am i getting depressed now for. I guess i shouldn't have reread the things in my blog.