Monday, February 25, 2013

Just to let you know..

Hey guys, Just to let you know im still alive. A lot of things happened.. Me acting on the stage infront of the whole school for in-touch.. Yeap. Its finally done. Once in a lifetime in touch. I actually wanted the to go to the singing section cause its like not really much exposure and u just sit there and sink.. But i was put to act as they lack of people. Well.. it was ok i guess. I didn't have any lines :D. At the day where we need to perform i was suppose to tape the 'terrorist' hand but Feng Yuan rushed into things and im like.. Well forget it.. After that Mr Lua and Ms Oen treated us to Pizza Hut :DDDD.
Hmm another event should me be leaving NightMareZ. It was temporarily though. And well.. the reason for it was partly due to CTs(common test) coming up and mainly cause i want to take my mind off the guild matters for awhile. Hmm that night i thought a lot. Like the rules are not really carrying it out and up till now theres no orientation or pvp tournaments.. Its like not really working.. And i have a headache. Not really headache. Just that my mind feels heavy. And yea thats when i realise i should have a break from the guild for awhile. So i left telling them i wanted to concentrate on CTs. But.. you know what holds me back the most? This thingy
Its really this confirmation thingy.. I was stuck there for 2 times.. Really its like your heart will have a dreaded felling at that point of time. But once ur brain urge u past it, the feeling is gone.
Funny how powerful this little thingy is isn't it?
And today i got into a fight with Vamp. Apparently he knows that i didn't leave the guild just cause of CTs.. Well it goes on as i texted him about lesson learnt: Don't hold a stick and turn 360 degree. Cause apparently i hold a floorball stick and i caught the ball, wanting to pass it to friend and having the momentum. So i swing it and hit the metal measurement behind me and it produces a "GONG!" and im like OH SHET. And started laughing with my friends. Anyways after i texted him that, his first sentence was hate you. And im like wts. And then he knows about brewteax(the guild i cre8ted for fun) so i thought he was joking and i was like LOL DAFAQ HOW DID YOU KNOW? And apparently he was serious and one thing leads to another and it kinda became a fight. Normally  i would back down from such stuff but really. I can't take it anymore. Why should people follow his opinions no matter what? Why can he do what he wants and people can't? I just got pissed but still replying in calm state cause i know anger doesnt help in this kind of things. Anyways the reason for the formation of a new guild is mainly just for fun. There will be no members etc. But then after that i thought: Hm.. should i recruit low lvls and then transfer them to NightMareZ? Cause normally those that join lvl1 guilds are most probably not benefit hungry people. But i think Vamp got the wrong idea and yea.. Oh well.
I have to end off the post soon as this is my CT week. So yeap bye bye. Anyways i will try finish the camp post asap.