Japan Day 1 (unfinished)

We reached the airport at around 6? The whole journey ride to airport was emo for me. Nicholas tried to bother me but i just shoo him away from my emo corner. Sometimes i must have emo time okay? Anyways i realised my luggage is actually quite small compared to others. But Haqim's one is really pro. THE LUGGAGE IS REAAAAALLY SMALL!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY SMALL!! Okay so i was among the first to check in cause i was right behind Mr Doughlas. And yea after we check in we kinda have some photo taking with ms Gwee. And unexpectedly Mr ramesh came.. And i forgot who said BROOOTHER. LOL. So we kinda took pics with everyone in and after that we went for dinner. A group of Isis, Emmeline and sec 2s went in search of some place which is cheap to eat. End up go until basement and everywhere so we finally went to seven eleven? or cheers? And bought bread... And we saw Haqim they all there already. OH YA! Fahmi's Brother is really CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE! Brother=the younger bro btw. So after a short speech from both Ms Gwee and Mr Ramesh, we went off. I didn't expect Ms Serene Tan to not come with us O.O Oh well. So we boarded the plane. We have a bunch of travellators!! And we were like AWWWW YEAAAH!!! And we saw another bunch of people at the departure place and I'm like ooo another school is going overseas. So yea. And we boarded the plane. We are taking a midnight flight so we should be sleeping. But you know 1st time going to Japan and I can't really sleep. So its kinda like Si Min's first time taking the plane so she asked us to tell her when to cover the ears. Cause air pressure changes and your ear won't be able to take it and it will have that pain feeling. Since Fahmi is the one sitting next to the window i told him to warn me so i can warn Si Min. And he kept on false alarming us. So we finally took off. Its kinda slow as there is a couple of planes taking off too. Anyways we took off so yea. I really can't sleep so i just fool around with the TV there. THERE IS HUNGER GAMES AND AVENGERS!!! But i dont really get it so i gave up after a few mins and went to play pokemon. End up quite sian so i just listen to some music. There is Kpop there man. So listen a bit and i'm like really sian so i just off the whole thing and tried to sleep. I seriously can't sleep.... But i kinda doze off.. And like around 3am the air stewardess came and said: "Would you like some breakfast?" At first i am like uhhh ok yes. Then after that i started chomping. And i realised, WTF?! 3AM EAT BREAKFAST?! So yea. After that had some nap and everything. We finally touch down at around 5? We have some discussion about the weather outside while in plane (-55 degree man) Then we touch down. Everyone was like quite groggy and i definitely didn't had a nice sleep since there turbulence (Storm in the sky). So the plane sometimes shake here shake there. The first thing we saw when we exited the plane was TRAVELLATORS!!! So before that we have a toilet break. I went inside the cubicle and i already know theres an option of helping you clean your butt. So obviously i didn't want my butt wet in the first day so i am kinda scared the water will shoot out somehow. So i went in and the first reaction was: WTF is with all this buttons? And i'm not even joking there are like a couple of buttons like some kind of OSIM chair. So i was like wtf and i went and sit down to do my business. Halfway peeing, theres some kind of whirring sound and i'm like
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isit gonna shoot out the water??? End up after panicking for a few mins it didn't shoot. So obviously after peeing i stood up and wipe my butt(The toilet paper there is (Y)) and stood up and the whirring is gone. End up the whirring sound is just to let us know the toilet has detected our butt. Oh well. After that we checked out and went to meet our tour guide. She is aweeeeesome!!!! We went to a convenience shop to have some breakfast cause apparently a 3AM breakfast is not gonna last. AND LET ME TELL YOU, THE 5AM THERE SUN IS LIKE AFTERNOON SUN IN SINGAPORE!!!! Hot like mad man. So i bought a bottle of mineral water. After that i went to browse the magazine rack. And saw some fairy tail thingy. Out of sudden, i see some porno mag lying at the corner and i'm like.. Wth? Its like so easy to buy porno mag in Japan. After that Phyllis bought a box of takoyaki from the vending machine. The tour guide said that there is vending machine everywhere in Japan. And she is not joking. THERE IS VENDING MACHINES EVERYWHERE!!!! VEEEEENDING MAAACHINES~!!

After that we are off to some place that looks like some.. uhh actually i have no idea. But seriously Japan is really hot. Warmer than Singapore. Totally. But the clouds there are beautiful. And the scenery too! Then we saw this place that kinda resembles the tele tubbies place LOL! And after that we went to Kawagoe highshool(I think?) Its a boy school. On the way we have bento! As lunch :3 and i kinda fell asleep afterwards. hehe.
So when we reached its like awkward movements for me. Then the students there are building a castle? Like seriously a life size building for their cultural festival :3 Then they were like looking at us yea.. So after that we have to take off our shoes and wear slippers. The whole way up the stairs, I'm trying to make sure my slippers don't slip. And yeap. After awhile of practicing we went in to have our exchange programs. And i OBVIOUSLY am nervous as i am not the most sociable person you know. And well when it comes to introduction, i practically jumped up and said: "My name is Xiu Fen, i play the Alto" AND WHAT THE FUCK I sit back down and poker face and the guys(Kawagoe) sitting opposite us are like .... then my friends and i laughed. Cause i totally said it till is sounds like :mynameisxiufeniplaythealto Yea. MAN SO EMBARRASSING!!!! And yeap after that Kawagoe's students' turn to play.
Indeed sir is right.
When they played, our eyeballs almost dropped. Seriously, they play lika boss.

Reality

Sup guys. It has been long. Was really surprised RJ was still keeping up blogging O_O. Anyways life for me has been the same. Epic jokes, tests and stuff. My recent results are okay i guess. Shall try to keep it up. Tomorrow is Hari Raya already to Selemat Hari Raya to all Muslims out there :).
I pretty much know that i'm running away from my problems and not facing them. Sigh . But really it's really easier to chat and have fun with friends than facing what's happening. Cause i really don't know what to do with it. And i'm pretty much know that the way to deal with it is so not me. 10 years down the road i wonder what will happen. I don't even know what i wanna be next time. Sure i like writing and guitaring but yea i'm not really good at that. If only miracles happen and make things all good again

hmm... NightMareZ Focus is back like finally. I'm not sure where i left this off but yea he left and shet happened. Ry too. But last Sunday was great. Everyone was talking and having fun :) Hmm.. i can't wait for the next outing.
Sigh.
I don't know.
Cyas all next time i blog

Gawd

How long has it been already?! LOL. Currently in my MYE week now. But yea i left one more Pure History paper and EL Listening Compre and MT Oral. AND IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Yet again like what i always say when im back, A lot of things happened...
But seriously theres a lot of things happen. I shall just fill you in with some.
Uhm firstly it will be the guild outing?
It was awesome seriously. Just that the way to get there is kinda... creepy. Anyways it kinda crashed with my tuition cause something happened and the timing has to be postpone and WHAM! It crashed with the time i have to go guild outing. But yea after a few tears and wails, i finally got out of the house with puffy eyes. So the changing train stations and reaching the train station part is not difficult. THE WALKING TO THE DAMN PLACE IS. I mean cause i was alone and i have never been there before, i am by myself. And when i was analysing the route there, vamp they all was navigating the forest there. Cause apparently they want some thrill so they took the foresty path i think? I was not with them cause i went there later. Then after like what seemed like eternity, i finally arrived. And cause my fringe was down and the wind there is seriously damn imba. The wind blew my hair VOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM and i was like WTF IS THIS PLACE. SO ULU. Yea cause its really ulu around that place. So i started my quest to find vamp they all. So i looked around. And then i wanted to turn around and smack my head against the map. CAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE ALL AROUND THE PLACE. Like every shelter theres one bunch of people. And the place is really big. THen after awhile harb told me that they are at pit a. And im like WHERE THE FFF IS THAT MAN. And yea so i just started walking around pointlessly. Then harb said he was gonna come find me. Then i saw this guy looking at me. With a imba camera. And phone. So i was like Wtf are u looking at? Then i look closer. Wait a min... -text text text- then. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THATS HARB.
So i like went to meet him. And its like fkin awkward. Somemore my hair was flying arnd like imba. Then we started a awkward conver. Actually hes kinda uhm outgoing i guess? Cause the way he starts a conver seems natural. Unlike me when i was with strangers >.>
Then ya we reached the pit.
HOOLLLLEH SHET I WAS AWKWARD MAN.
I MEAN LIKE BETWEEN ME AND THEM
Omgawd.
They are like so happy over there talking. Lalala. Then vamp being a natural was the first one who was like Ehh hi ? I think? And it took me awhile to register their faces. so heres the list of people who are there:
Vampa
Zeon
Fallen
Ry(Inori)
Harb
Aster
Lead
Focus
Amp
Cheru
Bun
And after awhile i clipped my fringe and stuff and was looking at how they bbq and then the first thing fallen asked me was: Want some milk? Then i was like DAFAQ? -shakes head-
Anyways they were like bbqing and i was like somewhere looking at them then after that i went to find YaoDong who was lost. And after that we came back we talked and analysed how they do things. And the are seriously one funny bunch. Cause they were cooking potatoes. And then when they unwrapped it, it was like one whole black ball. And cause there was this skill in DN called gravity ball, so they start calling those chao da potatoes gravity ball. So mean the conversation is like:
" Eh walao another gravity ball again arh?"
Then i start laughing. Then Vamp was cooking the nuggets and he was like eh cook already cook already. Then Zeon was like No laa where got.
Vamp: Seriously! U see.
Zeon: You compare this to the MacDonald one.
Vamp:............
Then cause i was seriously not talking so vamp was like ehh someone talk to both of them leh. Then vamp test me and ask me if i know who is who. So im like err yea... So he started pointing and asking. Then when he point to Ast, i was processing awhile then i said: Sensei. Then they start laughing. After awhile they are out of fire starter i think? So they were finding diff ways to keep the fire. Then we labelled Fallen as the Ace Fanner LOL.  Aye will continue editing this hopefully soon. I lost my mood ><

It has been long

Sup yall. It has been a long time. I'm too cramped with stuff. Especially since SYC is coming soon. MYE too. Its gonna be a busy month this month. So I'll probably be long away after this post? Anyways hmm I don't really like my common test results. In fact, the only A1 i have is Chem. Have to admit my bro is a good chem cher. Sigh SYF rehearsal this Sat. Well listening to the recording of our playing always surprises me. I always thought we screwed up or what, end up its still pretty good. But the rehearsal last Wed? Really disappointed sir. I mean really we played badly that day. Oh!! Have i mention that Mr Kobayashi came for masterclass? Wow reunion man. We sent him a scrapbook as a farewell gift and he was like -takes off glass-
-sniffs- and he said: Cry. We are like LOL. He really taught us a lot.
Sigh sports meet this Fri. Its gonna be hot. Whats more, we have CCA after that. Oh! And there is a guild BBQ this Sunday. Still not confirmed whether i can go anot. Have to drag XH with me >:) And Kali was released yesterday.
And i lost my library book.
Really no idea where it go.
Really a lot of things happen and i don't wanna type it all out here.
So i shall just
Keep it
to myself.
Cyas.
Oh yea forgot to mention Regine apologised to us today. Well cause a lot of things happen i shall just summarised everything. Apparently they talked to her and yea. Yesterday practice she wasn't so demanding and stuff. Nicholas previously told us to have neutral mindset cause he said she is trying to change so we were like yea, okay. Then today it was better. So yup. All solved.
Okay back to work

Just to let you know..

Hey guys, Just to let you know im still alive. A lot of things happened.. Me acting on the stage infront of the whole school for in-touch.. Yeap. Its finally done. Once in a lifetime in touch. I actually wanted the to go to the singing section cause its like not really much exposure and u just sit there and sink.. But i was put to act as they lack of people. Well.. it was ok i guess. I didn't have any lines :D. At the day where we need to perform i was suppose to tape the 'terrorist' hand but Feng Yuan rushed into things and im like.. Well forget it.. After that Mr Lua and Ms Oen treated us to Pizza Hut :DDDD.
Hmm another event should me be leaving NightMareZ. It was temporarily though. And well.. the reason for it was partly due to CTs(common test) coming up and mainly cause i want to take my mind off the guild matters for awhile. Hmm that night i thought a lot. Like the rules are not really carrying it out and up till now theres no orientation or pvp tournaments.. Its like not really working.. And i have a headache. Not really headache. Just that my mind feels heavy. And yea thats when i realise i should have a break from the guild for awhile. So i left telling them i wanted to concentrate on CTs. But.. you know what holds me back the most? This thingy

Its really this confirmation thingy.. I was stuck there for 2 times.. Really its like your heart will have a dreaded felling at that point of time. But once ur brain urge u past it, the feeling is gone.

Funny how powerful this little thingy is isn't it?

And today i got into a fight with Vamp. Apparently he knows that i didn't leave the guild just cause of CTs.. Well it goes on as i texted him about lesson learnt: Don't hold a stick and turn 360 degree. Cause apparently i hold a floorball stick and i caught the ball, wanting to pass it to friend and having the momentum. So i swing it and hit the metal measurement behind me and it produces a "GONG!" and im like OH SHET. And started laughing with my friends. Anyways after i texted him that, his first sentence was hate you. And im like wts. And then he knows about brewteax(the guild i cre8ted for fun) so i thought he was joking and i was like LOL DAFAQ HOW DID YOU KNOW? And apparently he was serious and one thing leads to another and it kinda became a fight. Normally  i would back down from such stuff but really. I can't take it anymore. Why should people follow his opinions no matter what? Why can he do what he wants and people can't? I just got pissed but still replying in calm state cause i know anger doesnt help in this kind of things. Anyways the reason for the formation of a new guild is mainly just for fun. There will be no members etc. But then after that i thought: Hm.. should i recruit low lvls and then transfer them to NightMareZ? Cause normally those that join lvl1 guilds are most probably not benefit hungry people. But i think Vamp got the wrong idea and yea.. Oh well.

I have to end off the post soon as this is my CT week. So yeap bye bye. Anyways i will try finish the camp post asap.

POKEMON MYSTERY DUNGEON

HEY YALL~ Procrastinating here. I bet when night come imma be like FARK and tearing my hair off. Anyways i forgot to mention what Si Min told me that time. LOL FARKING EPIC. Its like she was doing her Chinese and falling asleep. So if it happens to you before you probably know that when you are falling asleep and writing stuff when you wake up you will be like WTF MORSE CODE DID I JUST WROTE? ANNND You have to redo the work all over again. Happens to me a lot of times. Its like when you are falling asleep you brain is already half dead but it is saying: I MUST DO FINISH THIS. But your hand is like scribbling and when you are fully awake you will have no idea what did you just wrote.
SO Si Min told me she was falling asleep doing chinese mind map and did fell asleep and when she woke up she was like WHAT IN THE WORLD DID I JUST WROTE? Her Chinese characters were all jumbled up. And the most funny part that she wrote the word cabbage. LOLOLOL CABBAGE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CHINESE MIND MAP. Thats not all. She wrote the Chemistry state symbols, -6 for maths. Wrote Money for POA. BUT THE CABBAGE IS REALLY TROLOLOLOLOL. WHAT THE FUH?! ITS NOT EVEN RELATED TO ANY SUBJECTS WE ARE TAKING NOW. I mean its related to Home Econs but well. Anyways we came to a conclusion that maybe its POA cause you go buy cabbage you need the money and stuff. But nevertheless, cabbages are still awesome.
YEAAAAAA
Thats one sexy cabbage.
Anyways time to explain the title. So when night came i saw my bro playing Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Blue. Which i once played before when i was young and i started downloading it. However i download the Explorers of Sky one cause Ast they all said its better. The title leaves me curious and stuff. I mean most of the time when there is such title you know the plot is gonna be touching friendship and stuff. I stopped for awhile after i started. HOLEH SHET IT IS FUKING BEAUTIFUL. I am an Eevee and my partner is Pikachu. There is this sunset.. bubbles,.. Really its.. beautiful. I started reading the plot from wiki. Oh gawd wat a story. Its really marvelous. Sad and stuff. Then today i decided to finish Blue before continuing Explorers of Sky. I bet i will freaking cry when both games end. Happens all the time to me.
Its so touching about their trust in each other and stuff. Sigh...
If only they were real.
Dammit.
Im getting emotional.
So.. ERHEM I guess thats all for today. Shall start on some work now.
Tata~

It has been a long time

Hey yall~ I know it has been long since i last blogged as i have been VERY busy. The previous post was incomplete and delayed so ya.. Just post it. Hm.. I wonder when should i start? P.E lessons? Have i told you guys that me p.e lessons are right after rev up so every time after Wednesdays, i will have muscle cramp. My audition for SYF for guitar also ended. Got 74/100 for Rainy Blue and 77 for Kiko. Need 80 to pass ): Sir said that my tone is good :D
Anyways lets start talking about today yes? During the assembly in the morning someone was talking loudly in Chinese so this Malay guy was like:" CHUANG CHUANG CHUANG" Then the whole area laughed. Not being racist here. I'm a Chinese myself and i don't find it offensive or anything. Sometimes some things in life must not be taken too seriously. Then after that we have our Math test. I failed the previous quiz for 13/30 but Kim nana +2 to my score so i just passed. This time Math test i'm kinda confident that i will at least manage a pass. Cause it was kinda easy but the thing is competing with others. E-math quadratic equations, the thing i'm afraid of is the problem sums but kind managed the one today. Last time's quiz i didn't asked around much cause i know i am definitely gonna do badly as i compared my answers to YD's and others. End up all of us did badly. Well, that is kinda surprising. Life is full of surprises isn't it?
After that we have this debating thingy for 3G and H. We are suppose to spectate this school from Johor and Westwood's debate. So we went for recess 1st. When we came back, we waited for a long time before they dismissed us for a second recess as there is some errors. Oh well.
The whole debate thingy dragged for the whole day which is like no lessons which = Slack. Passed time by laughing at what the guys behind is doing and talking to Simin about bitch. Bitch is a new code name given for R. Shall explain things later if i had time.\
Anyways back to the debate, we lost. Which kinda normal? I don't know if it is coincidence or what but whenever some school come over and compete with us we always lose.
Like.
ALWAYS.
Erhem. Might be just coincidence maybe?
Anyways after that i had guitar.
We went out to eat. I had char siew+shao rou rice which is what i always have recently. Then we went back to guitar room. Today the Sec 1s came so well we had some activities for them. When they are playing, me, Phyllis, Si Min, Nicholas, Jia Yi, Isis, Wan Jie was like chilling. Cause rite after my lunch you can see my crouching everywhere as my stomach have a lot of air and it is in pain. Phyllis's leg is injured cause she fell down during road run cause some asshole stopped infront of her and is blocking her or something. And her injury is seriously one big patch... And thus she can't play. Si Min is dk why but her chest suddenly felt painful. So the trio of us is like sitting down. When Bitch come and ask why we not playing or something like that it becomes:
Nicholas: Knee pain ( High possibility it is false)
Jia Yi: head pain (Dk)
Wan Jie: Finger pain (This is true)
Isis: Sick (Kinda true)
So after they finish the first game we proceed to ball games. I immediately stand up(with my stomach still aching of course) and say "Captain ball? Can i join? I love balls :)" LOL then they were like wtf?! LOLOLOL So it was a senior vs juniors game. Kinda boring. I was like standing, sometimes talking to Nicholas. Then out of nowhere Fahmi popped up and join the game. There is this moment where he is taking the ball and is getting surrounded and he said: "I DONT KNOW WHERE TO THROW!" -throws ball high up- -runs away- LOLOLOLOL EPIC! Then after that we had a water break. Oh btw this year Sec 1s have only one guy. THIS IS PATHETIC MAN! Anyways during the break Wai Xian they all were still playing around, kicking the ball. Out of sudden Jian Cai kick the ball damn hard. Then i see it rolling towards us. So i was like thinking: WTF SHOULD I TRY TO STOP IT?! Then thinking about that and screaming cause it was rolling towards to Phyllis's injury. So i was standing there screaming trying to warn them but apparently when you starts screaming and don't say anything other than screaming, everyone is gonna think you are a retarded bitch screaming for no fukin reasons. So when the ball hit Phyllis. I was like HOLEH HOLEH HOLEH! DID IT HIT DID IT HIT?! Cause the ball is quite fast so idk if it missed her or wat. Then she got up, her tears threatening to spill out.
So cause i was like not using my brain for that period of time I was still asking: DID IT HIT HER?! DID IT HIT HER?! Like a retard as if Phyllis would get up for no reason, going to cry. And it was after Si Min chased after her then i started using my damn brains. But i ran kinda slowly cause my stomach is still pain. So we reached her and she is really angry and stuff. After that Nicholas being the rich guy, for the first time is kind enough and treated us drinks. So i ordered Red while Phyllis ordered Green. But Si Min and Jia Yi didn't want anything. After that i followed Phyllis up and she was using the climb mountain style to climb up the stair by grabbing the handrail. LOL and when we reached the 4th floor Nic came with out drinks.
When we entered the guitar room, its kinda quiet and Sir is kinda done with the rest of the auditions so me and Phy started practicing our guitar.
Si Min came in not long after looking pissed and ignoring us. So we were like wtf? Then i texted Phy saying maybe it is because we left her just now. But Phyllis was seriously injured and climbing up in a abnormal way so i have to guide her up. And i dk why she didnt follow. Anyways she was angry for a long while then after the guitar session ended then she started talking to us. Phy was abit pissed for awhile with Si Min cause everytime this kind of small stuff she will angry.
But seriously speaking NO OFFENSE OR ANYTHING it kinda make me piss also. I mean Forgive and Forget you know? It is just small stuff. Of course i will feel angry if i got left alone but theres no need to ignore. I mean it makes you feel lonely? Lets just say i the one angry with Phyllis and Si Min but it just will make feel lonely cause they are your friends and you will feel horrid being left out. Sometimes i just feel that Phyllis gets angry too easily on some stuff just like Vampa and Si Min is too calculating. Trust me. I am going to get beaten up if this blog is revealed to them.
Speaking of friendship problems I had a major one recently with Eclipse. And since they all know my URL link i know it is going to face some major problems But fk it i had enough. So recently cause i was hanging out with Si Min during recess on Monday and we started staying back during recess to save money and stuff. So i wasn't with Eclipse much. And there is this day where i want to ask them if they want to eat lunch together, When i asked Sam she was like: " I don't want to talk to you anymore" like quite loudly and even Si Min is shocked. I am fking pissed that time man. But i know her well so after school it was quite awkward with her but we managed to chat normally. Anyways the whole thing into detail is that if i go with Eclipse, simin will say i abandon. I go with Si Min, Eclipse will say i abandon. I CANT TEAR MYSELF INTO 2 PIECES CAN I?! I mean. Its not like i'm breaking off connections with you guys or wat. Its just not going to hang out with them for awhile. SO i really dk why Sam is so angry or what. Its like i quit being friends with them or something which is fkin untrue. But she told me she was kidding and all so its fine now.
Just dont say it till its so serious and cause a damn stab in my heart.
So all is well ends well i guess?
Ouch ):
Some major stuff about raid Pts happening in DN now. That shall wait for another time.
Oh i forget about the bitch.
So anyways last lesson i think? Si Min became angry cause Pei Ying scolded her for no reason. Then this bitch come in while we were happily practicing and ask Si Min to play infront of everyone. Cause Si Min's hand is injured. Then bitch keep asking her replay when she made one mistake. Then after awhile Si Min got fkin pissed and cry and ran to the toilet. Bitch was still like " Cry already arh?" Whoa cb me and Phy jitao dao her and chase after Si Min. Then after that Isis Wan Jie and Germaine come and started to settle stuff. Then bitch and Peiying came down i started to find things scary so i go away with Wan Jie. Turns out that it is just misunderstanding between Peiyin and Si Min. Then the bitch think nothing is her fault just stand there.
I really don't understand her. She after that still scold Bass and Nicholas who is teaching them that they are not hard working enough.

IN MY EYES I SEE THAT BASS IS REALLY HARDWORKING. THEY STAY BACK DURING NON CCA DAYS TO PRACTICE AND TEACH THE JUNIORS. ALTOS ALSO! WHY MUST YOU COME FIND US WHEN WE ARE PRACTICING AND INTERFERE? WHAT THE FUCK AND WHEN PEOPLE CAN'T PLAY AND YOU GET SO FKIN MAD? YOU ONLY CHOOSE THE GOOD ONES AND DISCOURAGE THE WEAK ONES. PEOPLE HAS THEIR OWN LIMITS YOU CANT EXPECT THEM TO PLAY IN SUCH A SHORT TIME AND CANT BLAME THEM IF THEY HAVE OTHER STUFF TO DO. Really she is getting overboard. Treating those who can't play like dirt. Fucking bitch. Anyways after the talk with Germaine they all i kinda look up to Germaine. She can talk about Achilles heel, smiling and joking about it like it is no big deal. Just plain wow. Anyways i shall end off now. what a long post @__@

Cramps): (delayed and incomplete)

A few days back which is Wednesday we had rev-up. It was vertical run. I managed to keep up for the first few minutes. But after a couple of stairs, my energy is gone and i feel like puking. The worse thing is the fact that i had a heave lunch. So i walked for a loooong time trying to prevent myself from puking. End up i suddenly saw XH which is like WTF to me. End up she is just accompanying the transfer student. Then towards the end then i see the shadow of Sam and RJ. Didn't bother catching up with them as I am really on verge of puking.
After we have to best lesson ever to be right after Rev Up.
P.E aka Physical Education

CCA FAIR

So it was CCA fair. All is well i think. First thing in the morning, I kneed the table..  Haqim was late so we played without him. Emmeline took over his parts though. She was nervous.. I see her hands shaking.. Anyways i was quite nervous for Rainy Blue. However towards the ending of Kiko my nerves are gone. Which is kinda too late.. After that its the booth and stuff and snatching Sec 1s. LOL Fahmi and gang damm funny. Take the guitar in a go strike position and go around scaring Sec 1s. Then when a boy came Nicholas they all were like" A BOOOOY!!!" LOL Cause my CCA is surprisingly lacking of guys.

Anyways theres this awesome guitar balloons that were bought by Mdm Wang Fang from China. ITS COOL. And everyone was like looking at it with lust. LOL dafuq. Then theres this Sec One guy coming towards us. Halfway through some CCA trying to snatch him to their CCAs. Then WHOA whole team of us chiong out fight. We won ofc LOL since our booth is nearer. Then Sachin was like grabbing the boy quite roughly so Afiq stand up, push Sachin away. "Why you so rough?!" -pats boy shoulder- LOL and he started talking nicely etc LOLOLOL. Quite tiring. Ate with them at Pepper Lunch after. BURNT A HUGE HOLE IN MY POCKET CAUSE THEY DONT HAVE STUDEN MEAL. imma starve for the next week. 

I have to buy Phyllis bdae present. SO I HAVE TO SAVE UP SERIOUSLY. Ayee.
After that i went home and slept. So around 3.30+ my aunt came and woke me up. THEN I REALISED IM LATE FOR TUITION! I told my brother to wake me up at 3.30 and according to him I DID wake up but went back to sleep. I have no memories of him waking me up. Anyways i didn't blame him or anything but after my mom came back they were like talking about me blaming him. WHICH I DIDN'T ! I have no mood for tuition anyways since i'm really tired.
My recent school like is just plain busy. During Pure History class my jaws is like slowly opening. Did i mention this before? I FORGOT. Anyways Mr Kumar was talking about Sang Nila Utama. How the seeing the lion and thingies are all myth and story that the tourism board made up. Apparently the guy that spotted the 'lion' actually spotted a tiger.Then we were talking about the merlion and he sudden said" Dont you think the merlion is gay? Half mermaid half lion head" Then we were like LOL and he said maybe it was good that the guy mistook the tiger for a lion cause if it was a tiger we could have been called some other name by now. My Physics teacher is seriously cmi. On the second lesson he was like " I don't want to waste this time one admin stuff"
-25 mins later-
"Okay lets start" You may think that we seriously started after 25 mins later. BUT NOPE. After that he started talking about revising at home, study at home, listen to classes, go toilet take book memorise. ALL THE STUFF HE MENTIONED ON THE FIRST LESSON. FOR 5 MINS! DAMMIT! And then we finally started. I prefer the female teacher that is at the back guiding instead. She is good at teaching. Theres a lot of work for maths. WITHOUT FAIL THERE IS HOMEWORK EVERYDAY! AND WITHOUT FAIL THERE IS MATHS LESSON EVERYDAY! DAMMIT. Ayee i guess i will stop here. Sayonara~

Better now :)

Ellos. I'm finally better from my flu now. In fact i think i'm all cured? Anyways tomorrow is Monday which means start of the school week again. Too bad this time people from JCs, ite etc have to start school too. NYAHAHAHA. I'M NOT ALONE. Probably have book talk tomorrow so i rushed finish it before blogging. -sulks- I HATE BOOK TALK. WHY OH WHY. Anyways recently had a tiff with Focus. I don't know if his joking or not when he said he dont want to talk to me anymore when he asked what is my impression of him now and i replied gangster etc LOL. Which i am obviously joking about. But apparently he said that he is gonna ignore me etc and since i don't know if he is joking or not so i just played along.

So for a few days i ignored him he ignored me and soon he started talking via the third person view. But i just ignored and he continue his insulting and teasing of me which i just treat them as a joke and didn't snapped. But yesterday i think? He gave up or what and started talking to me and i answered him. THE WHOLE POINT OF THIS IS NOT ABOUT HOW WE QUARREL OR WHATEVER. 

ITS THAT I DIDN'T WHOLE GRUDGE HOHO. The me last time would have ignored the Focus that talked to me. But i didn't this time. Hmm i'm really growing i guess. I have thought of ignoring Focus but i chose not to as i find it childish and its better to forgive and let it go instead of holding grudges right? 

Anyways i would be alone during recess tomorrow as the Eclipse's gang recess timing are all different from mine ): I thought of following Si Min but I thought better not to as it seems totally like I am using her. So i decided to deal with recess on Mondays by finding some place with no people and read my story book. I really have to try and get along with my classmates soon especially since my flu is gone now. Hmm.. Nothing much already i guess?

Oh my bro is going for NS tomorrow HOHO. I guess i should go to sleep now? Nites all~

Flu ):

So apparently my mom is pmsing my bro now so i shall blast music and blog.
Anyways Sec 3 life is definitely SOOOOO much different and busier. Still worried about who i should go with during recess on Monday. Still haven't get along well with my classmates yet cause apparently i have been having this flu for awhile now and i'm always holding this tissue to my nose with the expression that always makes my friends laugh at me ): Anyways i seriously don't know if i like the Kim nana teacher or not. Today at the end of class she was grouping everyone up to do the notice boards and banner. So i'm like a forever alone sitting at the back alone. And she told me to wait so i waited and got engrossed in my story book. After awhile she was like: "Xiu Fen, you must join in the discussion" LIKE BUAYSONG LIDDAT. So i was like you didn't assigned a damn group to me... But then i was like oh well, tissue paper and moved my chair. Anyways we met our Pure Phy teacher today. WTFUKALANG?! He keep on talking till off topic. So after awhile then we were on track.. Apparently pure science is gonna be difficult ): Oh and we started on Maths today. Happens to be just revising the quadratic equations or something liddat. I didn't forget everything :D And for the whole Chinese lesson today Mr Lua didn't come HOHOHOHO. So we slacked. Too bad a one period lesson. I haven't done my book talk yet so will probably do it during the weekend.
I FORGET MY PARAGRAPHING.
Anyways bought a new earpiece today at mini toons with Hui Shi after CCA fair rehearsal. OMG the rehearsal is totally horrible for us. We totally screwed up.. Since its a full rehearsal we get to see the UG performance. Not bad.. Quite cool. But i have no idea why L&C used back the same script this year o.o
Anyways theres this Jap song that choir sang and its really nice. Will post the link as long as i find it.
I hope my flu will get better by Monday so i can you know cheer up and people will stop saying im emo ):
At this rate my name might be styled to become lEMOn... Ta all..
OH AND IM A GENIUS AND FOUND THE SONG!

Enjoy!

1st day of school

Hey! Its the first day of school and its THE WORST START EVER! So i woke up in the morning and the first thing that came to my mind is : Cold. And after that the flu and everything came. So by the time i came out of the house, its already 6:50+? I thought i can catch the 7:06 bus but END UP IS CAME AT 7:10. SO OBVIOUSLY I WAS LATE FOR THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. Dammit. And when i went up to the hall i am totally clueless where am i suppose to sit.
So this teacher saw my clueless look and helped me. After that we listen to Ms Gwee talked then we went to our classroom. THEN Mrs Chua came and ask me to go to 3H cause im in her class list. Then im like:

I got transferred to 3G. And dont know got some complications end up I followed her into 3H. Then RJ, Sam and XH were like WTF?! And im like -idontknowwtfishappening- look. So after sitting in the class and listening to them. They gave us the timetable. Then i finally told the teacher I GOT TRANSFERRED AND THIS TIMETABLE HAVE NO PURE HIST AND IM IN PURE HIST. Then just nice the teacher came and told me to go to 3G. Then Mr Luqman lead me back to my classroom door. Everyone was already sitting down. So Mr Luqman was like looking at me then i was like What? Then said go in larh. Then yeah i went in. And everyone was like dafuq? Then this guy was like Hello. Then i didnt reply LOL. I just poker face throughout at the back alone. ): But i spent my recess with the Sam,XH, RJ and Kel. Anyways its great to know the Mr Lua is OUR CHI CHER YAY! But apparently i have to seriously buck up this year cause we are paving the road for sec 4 in sec 3. Anyways theres nothing much today. But during the time when we have to decorate our notice board, i was chatting with Hui Shi and Si Min then after awhile Wilson came LOL He was epic. Good to know he is still normal cause the whole morning he didn't say anything. WHICH IS REALLY WEIRD.
Anyways my class is really dead. Theres this guy where every role that was suggested to him he will be like softly "cannot.. I.. cannot..." And i'm like dafuq. Anyways my class is really all those study type people ): So probably will missed out on jokes and stuff. -sigh- Thats all. What a bad first day. OH BTW went to buy thermometer with Kel and XH after lunch. LOLOLOL We keep on thinking that those pregnancy test thingys are thermometer. Then we look at the word: Pregnancy/Ovulation blah blah And we were like dafuq? D8 -turns- LOL! Ok ta~

My Online Life (delayed)

HEY GUYS! Ok this is late post cause i save it as draft or something so i will just post what i wrote LOL:
So, its Christmas yesterday. MERRY BELATED X'MAS ALL!! Anyways Vamp came back yesterday and i'm like ISN'T VAMP COMING BACK ON 26th?! When he posted and told me to postpone im like D8 Anyways we took a guild pic YAAAY New guild pic :D

-sulks-

So i got transferred to 3G again D8 Now i don't have any close friends there. -wails- Oh gawd why.

So nothing much recently. Currently doing Physics homework since i haven't completed it. Dreading to touch Chem though. Anyways, I FINALLY GOT APOLLO SCORES. AWWWW YEAH! But my alto guitar is not with me so i have to use my Prime guitar. LOL when i took it out of the guitar bag im like: -gasp- ALL THE STRINGS ARE STILL INTACT! It has been a long while since i last took it out. Oh well. Thats all for now. CCA fair rehearsal on 26th ):

Finally Blogging

Past few days where my mom is away pass in a blink of eye. I wan on com the WHOLE DAY! But didn't find time to blog >< Anyways, quite a lot happened on DN and real life. So i guess i shall start from my CCA chalet.
Was actually gonna stay for the 2 nights. But the 3rd day have nothing much so me and Phyllis decided to stay for one night only. That morning for assemble me and Phyllis went for brunch and we have ramen.
THE RAMEN MADE MY STOMACH SICK!
Like really.
After that we just meet at Buzz with rest of the ensemble. Si Min and Hui Shi didn't come though. No idea why. And theres really not much people there. After awhile we finally boarded the train. We went to Joo Koon first though. Cause we really dont want to stand the whole trip to Pasir Ris from Boon Lay. Anyways, since there is normally no one in the train at Joo Koon so the seniors took out their laptop and blasted the music lika boss. The after that most of the trip i'm sleeping. While Phyllis, Fahmi and Nicholas are watching the three stooges via laptop and Yao Dong is playing games on his phone.
After we alighted, we went to have lunch. Well since Phyllis and I ate the horrible ramen already,we just kinda ate ice-cream and yea.
And it started raining.
And we are way behind schedule on the itinery.
So the whole thing is a screwed up disaster.
Cause apparently the senior leading us have no idea how to go to the chalet. We waited damn long for the bus. And we were drenched in rain when we reached the chalet.
So we can go inside already? 8D?
Nope.
We still have to wait for senior's mom to come and check-in for us..
So yea, was waiting for the whole afternoon.. The guys are playing around with the massage chair. When we went in the chalet, BIG SURPRISE!
Its small
Like really small.
There only 3 rooms. A really small bathroom. Living room and a bedroom upstair.
The bedroom has 2 beds.
So apparently the girls are suppose to sleep upstairs.
Anyways by the time we went in its already evening. Some seniors went out to get the bbq food while the rest of us watch the guys play SCP and Slender. LOL and theres one time where the slender lagged and float pass the screen to the side. And Fahmi was like ultimate shock. Its really fun watching them play horror.
Oh and we watch Brave too.
Nice movie there.
Anyways since its raining outside and we can't bbq at the bbq pit outside we made one with chairs etc. End up the security came and told us we have to rent a portable one. The one they made almost caught fire. So yea. We need to pay for the chair and rent a portable one.
AND THE WHOLE NIGHT I DIDN'T REALLY EAT ANYTHING!
Emo
When night come me, Phyllis, Isis, Wan Jie, Emmeline and one more sec 1 girl is like analysing how to sleep. Cause apparently there are only 2 beds and we have like more than 10 girls. so end up Phyllis, me , Wan Jie ane Emmeline sleep on the floor with sleeping bags spread out.
And when we lie down, WAH PIANG PAIN! Anyways before we went to bed we watch Pro something movie. And after that the 6 of us went to bed but apparently cant sleep. After awhile the others go for midnight bowling and apparently theres no keys or something. So the 6 of us stayed up and wait for them to come back.
We played ONLY 3 matches of uno and its 3am. And really EXACTLY at 3am, the others came back. Luckily we are awake or else they will be locked out. Cause apparently they are suppose to come in from back door but the door knob spoiled or something.
So then we finally fell asleep.
And the previous night i slept at 3 woke up at 7.
So i really is lacked of sleep.
The next day is amazing race. Not really amazing though. We went to a few station then we were all like ahhh lets just go to ecp(Last Station) So end up me, Phyllis, Nic, Isis and emmeline are playing with the waves and sand. And theres a moment when this wave ninjaed us and my phone got wet and it kinda spoiled..
But it fixed itself later.
I have no idea how.
So its kinda thats all at ecp. After that we just went back to chalet and prepare to go home.
And then its another no lifing period.
Well, here comes the online part. Please click away if ure not interested.
Soo apparently a lot happened in NightMareZ. A girl joined the guild, shes a nice sweet girl :D
And well Vamp miaed cause hes overseas.
ALOOOOOT Happened
And yea
I guess i will end it here

YES IM BLOGGING DAMMIT KEL

Soo lately not much happened in my offline life.

I suppose i am going to pay my phone bills later since it is already a day due. OH and yesterday my mom was using my com for the whole day and i can't play. SO when i got my com back late at night, i went to check my DN and stuff. And when i was about to switch off my com, MY DESKTOP WALLPAPER FROM THIS:

BECOME THIS:

I dont have the exact picture but apparently its an ant.

And my expression and reaction is..

WTF?!

And im thinking my bro is trolololing me...

Well, sooo nothing much happened?

My online life have been kinda of eventful though. EVERYONE IS BACK.

EVEN BUN a.k.a Mantou

Mantou is like the only one that seriously wait till A's are almost over and then online.

Vamp they all LOL onlining lika boss.

oh well..

So 3rd Dec Im going for CCA chalet.

SO KEL DON'T TELL ME TO BLOG

LOL

And my mom will be leaving for Boston tomorrow.

Oh well.. i guess thats all;?

Sayo

Bloggin w hp

Ellos. so kel told me  to blog and i kinda forget about it. cause the whole day my mum  my has been using com for work. sry if this post is weird cause apparently u shld try bloggin w my hp. its hell. will update abt it tmr

Shoulder loaded day

Ellos. So lemme start with yesterday. I woke up feeling tired and went to get ready to meet Kel. And i realised. I have no idea what should i wear. So i texted Kel. And i didn't get a reply till 9+ LUCKILY I STAYED AT HOME AND WAIT. Cause initially our meeting time is 9. So yea.
THEN i went out. Halfway through Kel told me she taking lorry. So I foreveralone go busstop wait bus. THEN Le Kel texted me that i should come tmr. And im like whaaat.
So i was thinking whether to go back or not. Since:
1) Im already outside
2) Its rare for me to drag myself out.
I was thinking of stayin but
1) Badminton tmr
2)Kel planned already.
So i became anxious and texted Kel: AM I SUPPOSE TO GO HOME?!
Anxious due to the fact that im the first person standing in the busstop line and apparently the bus is coming.
And then Kel came back with the reply:
Yes roll back home bitch.
And then i turned and left.
So i started the day today by auto waking up before my alarm.
But the plan with Kel was cancelled cause Kel need to go to the umm... paying respect thingy.
I have no idea how to say this kind of things.
And then I also dk when her thingy end and dont wanna trouble her so i told her i will be going alone.
BAD IDEA
So i went to return my library books and took the bus.
And i reached school and went to the book shop like some awkward dude.
And the person was like: Hey! (all smiles)
And im like : Uhh ermm, -hands paper-
And i think she said something like are u buying bks.
I hope she didn't say that/
I cant remember
Cause if she say that
Its like
You dont say?
So i think i nodded and stand there awkwardly.
Like i've probably mentioned a lot of times im bad with people.
So yea.
And i think Xin Ran came after that. Shes Hui Shi friend and she came with her father i think? ANYWAYS> The person then came out.
With
My
Pure Science Books.
Whoa.
WHOOOA.
FKIN THICK CAN?!
And then A math and E math came out.
Then SS
LUCK GO LUCK ENG AND CHI HAVEN'T COME
OR ELSE GG FOR ME MAN!
Then i was like Ahahaha.. pay money and all those.
Then i take the book to one corner and put in backpack.
That one, still okay.
But the moment where i carry my backpack,

SERIOUSLY!
I only carried my phy and chem workbooks and ss stuff via plastic back.
Means the rest: A math, E math, Pure sciences, Geog
All the shit loaded on my shoulders.
DAFUQ MAN
ITS HEAVY LIKE @#@%$##!$
By the time i reach 181 bus stop
WHOA Panting and sweating like mad.
Miracle that the thingy uhhh the strap that u carry, LIKE THE RED STRAP IN THE PIC didn't break.
When i carry it i thought i heard some tearing noise man..
Oh gawd so horrible.
By the time i reach home i have no idea why but i feel sleepy.
And obviously i didn't go to badminton.
Sry Kel.
So yea.
Sayo

Nyom Nyom Nyom

Soo i don't really have much to say today. Woke up, watch pewdiepie's video. Oh gawd the walking dead game ended sadly for him ): And then i spend my whole afternoon DNing.
Yes, no life ikr.
So apparently i will be going to by books with Kelsey next week.
And i have to go get my specs today.
Q____Q I DONT WANNA GO OUT D8
So yesterday night the 1st guild run to cleared SDN happened.
WHOOOO!!!
LOL ever since SDN came out the whole guild has been trying to clear it. Some of the guildmates have cleared it but with other guild people. SO there isn't any whole guild team clearing of it.
Well heres the pic:

So yea and the caption included 6man and 1 fruit
OBVIOUSLY IM THE DAMN FRUIT
DAmmit.
Btw fyi i went in and did no shit.
Im like the earliest to die.
So yea i went in and slack
So.
Bye

THAT OSTRICH

Ellos! YES I'M FINALLY BLOGGING. Anyways, reason i haven't been blogging recently has been due to my mom which don't let me switch on the com. So yea. Anyways not much happened this few days except that i broke my specs .___. Well, so i have go out with my mom to the optical shop. And the world is a world of blurness... I can only make out what the things are via the colours. So i made a new spec and the person fixed my old one. Its still a little bit bend though so i will probably using it as a spare.
And my mom keep saying something like learn to wear contacts and i'm like NO >: Anyways the new spec's side is purple.

but the front is pretty much the same. I still took the purple one cause the other black one has a small frame yea.. and when i look down it will be like... blur.
AND MY JIU YANG SHEN GONG IS GONE (MY DIARY) I CANT FIND IT OMG!
Sigh
Dammit Kel is so rich D8
She bought so much thingys during the hols while i'm seriously broke.
Oh and RJ JUST MADE MY DAY
LOLOLOLOL HER OSTRICH
DAMN EPIC.
I SUGGEST YOU TO CLICK ON HER LINK RIGHT NOW TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED.
CAUSE IMMA SPOIL IT HERE.
So i was scrolling down her blog.
And suddenly she was saying: The ostrich very pretty. and the post ended.
So i was like what?!
Then i scroll down
And saw this.

ROFL DAFUQ MAN! ITS MORE EPIC THAN THE OSTRICH I'M HAVING ON MY AVATAR NOW!
I SHALT CHANGE IT SOON!
Okay i think thats all?
Sayo~