Just Chilling

Past few days had been rainy. So i just chilled with hot cocoa and my books. Completed reading all of them. Mom finally let me on com.. Jx and gang has left NightMareZ. Haven't been socialising much recently. Nothing to blog about.. Just went fan girl mode on Jun Curry Ahn with RJ just not. LOL HIS TUMBLR IS SOO CUUUUTE! AHEM. okay. Nothing much soooo bye?

Ugh Wtf.

In a really bad mood now. So inter house games. We got 2nd. Yay. Went home by  myself again. Whatever. Year is ending anyways. Disband or not i don't really give a shit. Being with NightMareZ taught me to let go. Since the matters have really come to such situation, I don't even feel sad that we are breaking. I mean ya well, i feel sad and i want it to be like last time. But I realised its not going to be the same anymore. Thinking about graduating from my class didn't even make me feel sadder than the time when Bao and Kitty is leaving the guild. I've changed i guess? And thanks to my mom i'm feeling even more moody. WTF has my brother's result gonna do with me? Seriously? "I'm NOT GONNA ON YOUR COM TOMORROW!" Whatever. I will probably be bored to death. Cause apparently I have no idea who the hell is going to tomorrow's meeting. And then now i realised JX they all left the guild. FARKING HELL MAN I THOUGHT I CAN BLOODY RELAX WHEN EXAMS ARE OVER NOW JUST WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?! APPARENTLY MY SOCIAL LIFE IS F-ED UP! FUCK! JUST FUCK!

Trip To HPB

Went to HPB today. I guess the trip is quite okay? Hm.. not much to talk about. SO GUITAR! After HPB we had guitar. WHEEE!!! Long time since i last saw my alto T_T And i totally lost my feeling of my fingers. So hardcore training. Oh, and the performance at Gek Poh has been confirmed. Ugh. Have no idea what songs are we gonna perform there. We only train rainy blue today. Oh well, guess thats all? Ta!

Floating away~

Soo kinda a typical day for me. Except i went home alone today. Which is a raaare sight. It has been long time since i walked home alone. Today: RJ with boyfriend(as always) Sam went home, XinHua detention(Orhoorh pai kia), WeiLing dk go where, and lastly, Kelsey who is recently charging home the moment dismissal after school. I guess she went to meet her friends from other school. So there is a HPB(Health Promotion Board) trip tomorrow. I have a feeling it is gonna be boring -.- Sigh... I think i am kinda excited for the trip to SP though, wanna look how Poly looks like 8D Soo not much today. Bye.

A morning full of trauma

Sooo this morning i woke up and blah blah blah. Got to school and the first thing that happened is Si Min asking if i want to go out with guitar peeps during hols. OKAY!!! LOL. After that went into the classroom expecting half of the members to be there. End up, i'm the only one there... .___. After like quite awhile then they started coming in. Heard that Brandon didn't come school today as his arm broke. And i heard its caused by Zhen Yi cause they were playing wrestling i think? And ya broke Brandon's arm.. Anyways, you be wondering or maybe not about why the title is called a morning full of trauma.. CAUSE THE RESULTS ARE OUT TODAY!!!!!! My results... I think they are average... I have no idea why am i disappointed though.. Should i be disappointed, i wonder? Anyways it is said that there MIGHT be a performance at Gek Poh on 27th... Oh gawd... That. Is seriously unexpected.. So I guess I am surprised that I got 22 marks for both Situation Writing and Compo. I thought i won't score well for this time Compo. Ma'am said that the teacher is lenient, i kinda agree.. Anyways ma'am said its good job so yaaay! Passion for writing started during P6 i guess? When my English teacher started introducing phrases for compos. Then, i stated aiming higher and higher.. Am i sounding like a philosopher? Sorry if i do, hearing some Symphonic music. I guess the type of music that you listen when you write affects the thing that you write? So much happened from my last post till now. Stuff in real life and DN too. SO BACK TO RESULTS: Really disappointed with my Maths. The rest, i guess i'm okay? After the results thingy then blah blah blah Chinese. I have no idea why Xin Hua got this idea to go ice skating. So we started teasing her. All of us didn't know how to ice skate sooo ya. Coincidentally Feng Yuan's clique went ice skating not long ago. Seems like they have a lot of fun. Im jealous. LOL and heard that Feng Yuan was scammed cause he said: 他们都骗我说不会iceskate 结果到那边，只有我和ChiYin 不会！LOL Translation: They all bluff me say they don't know how to skate, end up only me and ChinYin don't know. Before that we were talking about Chun Kit who went home after knowing the results today. I think cause out of sudden got fever or what. Then Sir said : Chun Kit is a harmless boy! Then his clique a.k.a Feng Yuan they all said NOOO You don't know his true colours. He everytime emo one. Everytime we go out, you see him standing at the wall there one. LOL! Then they said they that time went ice skating he sit in those restaurants eat and watch them. LOL WTF. And i told Xin Hua: Eh want go skating anot? But reverse effect, you will be the one skating and all of us will be sitting in those restaurants eating and watching you. LOL!! Okay... So onto DN stuff: I am TEMPORARILY the guild master. Lemme tell you, holding this title is not a good thing for me. Luckily no one make any troubles yet so its still okay for me. All of that happen as Vamp has some urgent stuff to attend to.. So ya thats all? Days of my exam all i did was slack and play. Ahhhhh.... But choosing subjects is gonna start soon. So I hope i can get the subjects i want. So thats all? Bye!

Falling Tears~

So, I MUST STUDY TOMORROW!!! I DON'T CARE!!! Slacked for the whole day ): Watch Battleship for tuition today. Not bad eh. Anyways the title is not related to this so i'm not crying or anything... Sigh... I think i will fessed up to my mom about what happen to me after exams. Well apparently, theres blood everytime i wipe my butt. And i don't think i'm bleeding from my anus? I don't think is mens too.. Sigh I hope i'm alright ): So much thing is happening to me.. And my results... Oh god... Listening to soothing music now..  Sometimes i hope that my whole chrome background is dark. I hate things that are too bright D8 Soo... ya...  I have no idea what to blog about.. Hais insignificance... Ta~

TGIF~ (Oh and Happy Children's Day!)

Hey!~ So wasn't posting recently due to exams. AND ITS FINALLY FRIDAAAAY!!!!! So can have some break. Truly speaking, i think my class ranking and grades will drop this time... I didn't really put in effort to study ): Having Maths paper 1 next week WHICH I am really worry about not completing it on time... Anyways this time's End Of Year don't have the feel. I thought i will be like nervous and everything but i treated everything like just another class test... Which makes me worried.. T_T Oh well, i haven't had my sciences yet. So i guess i will put in some effort tomorrow on my Chinese oral and Maths.. Sunday for the sciences? I hope i will do well on my Sciences as i want to take Chem and Phy ): Anyways I just remembered to day is children's day .___. Didn't really bother me much and didn't know UNTIL>> I reach JP with my friends and was wondering why is there so many people today as all the restaurants are packed. And we are like: Seriously, why is there so many people today? And then LIGHTBULB! Children's Day. So me and Sam takeaway KFC while Kel takeaway Double Choc Frappe. Then they come to my house to chat.. And i have no idea when but we started talking about different species of animals mating .___. And Sam started laughing like mad... Oh well.. I guess thats all? I hope my results are great ):