Angst of a Teen

Yeap, this is gonna be a post about some random topic. Firstly off, I was suppose to clean up my table today. So I cleared my table and went to keep it those things that i cleared into my cupboard. What makes me real pissed is that BEFORE I even finish the whole jamming-my-things-into-cupboard finish. My mom started saying things like"MAKE IT MORE NEATER" "U HAVEN'T EVEN MAKE IT NEAT HOW IT FIT!" "SEE! HOW UNNEAT IT IS!" After series of her shouting, I can't take it and screamed back, "CAN'T YOU SEE I'M NOT DONE HERE?!?"  Damn fucking fed up. So she went on and on about me talking back to her. Right after my last shove into the cupboard i grabbed my damn earpiece and phone, grabbed my storybook and went right into my room to have some peace while she rants on and on. So after a few while I started staring into space and thinking about things. Like how unfair adults always have the authorities. Whenever the adults are in wrong and the younger ones want to point them out, those adults can always shut us up. They always have the right to tell us what to do, what not to do. We can't even do what we want. If teens don't rebel, every person on earth will be like a robot now. No feelings, no nothing, just a brain to study and listen to what others tell you to do. In this house of mine, everything that spoils=I did it. Last time, the fan in the room just broke down. Yea no reason or anything. I just want to switch it on one day and it didn't react. At first i'm like What the fuck? Then after reporting the matter, my oh so smart mother and brother naturally blamed it on my. Why? Cause when i was young, i have this golden touch that can make everything spoil. So the blame it on me. And lemme tell you i didn't do anything to it at all. It just spoiled. So what the hell right? Blaming something on me even though i didn't do anything to it. This afternoon, my mother was complaining about how the door of the closet won't close properly because my bro and I's clothes are the problem. My oh-so-smart brother started to push the blame to me. I'm in the room reading the book so when i heard it i'm like: WHAT.THE. FUCK. BRO? Damn freaking angry afterwards. Thinking about that, i feel how unfair it is. My mom is biased towards him and he feel no shit. If he plays the com, i need to cover up for him. Cause if i didn't , behind my mom's back he will strike me back. But if my mom ask my bro to choose sides, he will always go to her side. And both of them will gang against me. Wts is this? And when i did something wrong, he will of course sabo me. I hate it you know. He is a fake. Just want to let mom see his good sides. So my mom will compare me to my bro. While in the dark, he did what i did. Fuckalang. I missed the two of them back then. They have changed. I guess