Heart to heart

ELLO! So imma say again that the previous post is just anger words and I LOVE MY MOM OK?! I seriously love her even though i didn't tell her. Don't worry I'm not gonna gift her that hate letter for her Mother's day present. I'm not that dumb! Maybe I will buy the KFC egg tarts? Ok back to what happen today. It is Chinese and English paper today. And Cecilia is apparently sleeping THROUGHOUT the whole English paper. When Mdm Saha came in, she eyed Cecilia who is still sleeping like damn piss like that. Wah! gg.com man. But then I think she complete the paper? Soo after that Ben, kel, XH and me went to KFC for lunch. Then we go to the library AGAIN. Apparently Ben want to face-palm at me. Idk why but I'm becoming a book addict again. Sigh.. Okay so we go to my house and starting the poker thingy again. Since Zhen Yi have Higher Chi paper today so he didn't come, we just nice have 4 people playing one deck. I won the 1st and last one game WHOOO! Of course not only that two times larh. But idk why today I won quite a lot of times.  Then play play play play then XinHua was like"Eh don't want play this liao larh" So we play black jack. The play play play. So after that sian liao. We were like sitting aimlessly on the floor. I was concentrating on doing some card tricks. Kel was doing the card trick thingy too? The XinHua was surfing the web with her phone. Then Ben was like putting his head down then like damn emo like that. I was concentrating damn hard then out of sudden ben jerk up and shout on random tribal words. Xh screamed and Kel was shocked. Me? Idk how i reacted but i only know seconds later all of us was ROFLING! I was not laughing due to XH shocked face or Kel's expression like what ben is laughing about. I was laughing about THE EPIC NOISE HE MADE WHEN HE SCARED US. So moments later, after the laughing died down, we all continue emoing. Then out of sudden Ben wanna shocked us again. But this time we all give him the poker face and went back to other things. Once bitten, Twice shy-adapted from Kelsey. After a few minutes, we migrated to the sofa and talk. Okay... then XinHua talk bad about people won't remember one sia! So when we say why she say the -toot- bad? She was like GOT MEH? Then Ben was like" WHOA WHOA WHOA WHOA!" In a broken voice. We were ROFLING Then i sing the Ip man song i think? Cause inside got HUO HUO HUO HUO HUO HUO HUO! And heres the music for you:

I typed HUO HUO HUO in youtube. Unexpectedly, this seriously came out. I thought imma spend a long time searching since i forgot the title of the song.. soo we have a heart to heart talk after that. Then Ben said our class a lot of people have family probs. Then got a lot of funneh stuff. Anyways I think imma post about my father's prob soon.(Kel is urging me to post it as she wanna know) And Yeah I'm going to apologise to Zhen Yi for saying that his mother and father never teach him. THAT FUGGIN TIME! I remember how angry i was man. Ok im gonna say this whole story again. On sunny afternoon, i was going back to class during recess with Eclipse and Brandon and Ben ran down and said "Xiu Fen! Zhen Yi go pour all your things in the pencil box out." I'm like WTF? Then the whole gang of us ran up like THIS IS SPARTAN! When I reach, everything is done. His schoolbag are flipped and everything. I only like flip his file. AND THAT IS THE TIME HE CHOSE TO COME IN. SO HE THOUGHT THAT I MADE ALL HIS THINGS BUT I DID NOT. AND HE MOVED HIS FIST. HE MOVED HIS FIST OK?! SO I'M FRIGGIN MAD AND START HURLING INSULTS LORH! THEN WHEN I GOT TO THE PART ABOUT HIS PARENTS BLAH BLAH HE PUNCH ME YOOO! I DIDNT FRIGGIN MOVED MY FIST THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SHIT MAN! OK so he was kinda isolated. His attitude at that time is bad like fug. No one likes him man. So the day after I kinda rant him on fb.(That is the first time i ever keyboard warrior someone! And i got approvals from my class anyway.) He cried on the bus. Even though i was still kinda mad at him, i asked him if he was ok. He ignore me. And i'm like fine! But i think i gotta apologise about the parents part now since i kinda know his situation. He wasn't being arrogant. He was ACTING arrogant. Its just like a mask you know? He kinda have fam problems and yeah... So next time, you guys should make out that someone is not acting bad on purpose. He has his own reasons. Anyways my situation is kinda same as Zhen Yi so i can understand how he feels. But his situation is so much worst from mine. I think if the Alliance don't like talk heart to heart maybe one day he can't take it and we will see his picture and name on newspaper... If you get what i mean.. But I think he is better towards us now? Yesterday Kel, Ben, Zhen Yi and Kwan Quan went to watch avengers. Since i'm too lazy so i didn't go. I think that is the day Zhen Yi pour his feelings to Ben? He cried according to Ben.. So... yeah.. OK STOP TALKING ABOUT ZHEN YI AND MOVE ON! Oh yah! Kel was saying that she hope the whole manjury and Eclipse would graduate to sec 3 in the same class. Then i said that if we are together for the whole 4 years, we might break even more easier. Ben then said that it is because if we spend more time together, we will see more bad points of each other. Then we might break. So I said that, that is why changing is important. When we see more bad points, we confess to each other about it, we change, we make our friendship tighter. That is what I think true friendship is. ANYWAYS, I KEPT ON FINDING AND FINDING BLOG SKINS FROM DAY TO NIGHT AND I CAN'T FIND ONE WITHOUT ERROR! THEN, RJ AND KEL EASILY CHANGED THEIR BLOG SKIN LIKE A BOSS! Everytime i try to change a blog skin, my mood will end up like :

or maybe:

Precisely. Shall end off now.