Fed up.

Ahh.. So I found out i failed Lit today ): BY 5 MARKS T_T. Lunch we went to Gek Poh Mac. Me and Xh started running like a boss. Then after that Sam and WeiLing also run. (The four of us walk) In the end, those taking bus (Kel and Manjury) is later than us. I ate MacChicken without lettuce. XinHua was like asking me why i got special order. Then I reply, "Cause i say i don't want chicken" After that I think is Ben? He told me he actually order fish burger in the end magic become beef. I was like WHOA!

So after that Kel they all left. I wanted to leave with them since WeiLing they all are taking a different route. (Thinking about this, during recess, i was following Sam and XH to the toilet since they say they wanna go. In the end? They said. "I THOUGHT YOU WITH THEM ONE LORH? GO WITH THEM LARH!" I'm like FINE! Since you don't want me to follow you.) In the end, i stayed with them. In the end, i need to go home alone. -claps claps- Good job for me. Sam they all keep saying what I keep going with Kel they all, I'm their side. WHAT THE FUCK BRO? I AM FUCKING NEUTRAL! DON'T YOU GET IT?! If i see someone left alone, i will go with them. That is what i fucking do. In the end, they sound like I MUST belong to them. And the other side is snatching me away. During mac they told me its all a joke. Cool story hahahaha. Next time when you said that i will take that as the command and go with them if that is what you want. Cause i think im abit thick skin staying with you guys after you guys wanted to chase me away. If you guys hate me for this, thinking that "HEY! THATS NOT LEMON!" Whatever. In fact, I'm fed up of this bullshit already. First listening to Kel they all, after that listening to Sam they all. WHAT. THE. FUCK! I STILL NEED TO HANDLE MY FAMILY STUFF YOU KNOW! WHAT? YOU THINK I COME FROM A PERFECT FAMILY? NO! IN FACT I NEED TO WORRY ABOUT FINANCIAL SHIT STUFF. Please, just make up already. I have been planing heart to heart talks for awhile. But you guys are just not free. Remember the last time we had that? Fucking awkward. And that last time, i know you guys have a lot of complains and still not letting it out. I can see who you don't like you know. Setting this stressful things aside, let's talk about guitar :) Since i haven't mentioned much yesterday, shall fill the blanks in today. So yesterday we got the form and everything for the subsidy thingy. Got brief about what is gonna happen for the coming up months. We have to learn about 2 songs? For the Japan competition. Since its Japan, we are going to compete at national level already. Need put in damn a lot of efforts in it. The Japan trip is right after the common test. When we come back, we have the aesthetics concert i think? We need learn 2 more songs? Its the collaboration with all the aesthetics group and L&C. It is like the L&C act some parts and we perform as background music or something? Right after that is EOY. And we need to start training for SYF. Busy. Damn excited about the Japan trip XD Still abit worried about the earthquake and everything. Sir told us he haven't experience earthquake there before and maybe he will experience with us. We are like CHOI!! Then here comes his 'wise' words: Actually, an earthquake is a very simple thing. Shake a little bit? We won't die and will get a little experience from it. Shake very hard? We will all die. We were like:

and then: 

Then we got new scores and everything. Phyllis and Si Min switched role so now Si Min is in Alto 1 with me and Phyllis is in Alto 2 with Hui Shi. I think that is all for now? To Eclipse: Please patch up and lessen my burden. I want the last time us. The us that was united. And we need to sail through this storm together so that our ship will not sink