A letter for Eclipse

Okay this is dedicated specially to my members. Just wanna say, I spent time today thinking in the shower and thinking in the dark (I went into the room even though i scared something will pop out and kill me) I realise I need to do this. Truthfully saying, i'm kinda dreading to type now since i started this right after I completed the post before this. And now im gonna shit. Kay being negative about Monday now. As you people may sense or not sense. There is a silent dispute happening now. Sure if its an outsider, we may look like nothing is happening at all. Just the mafia hanging out. If its an insider, they now there is like somehow a war going on. If fact, I think it is the first time something like this lasted long? This year a lot of thing happened. Faye dropping out of our group, RJ almost getting kicked and now Sam, Kel and Weiling. In case you are dumber than Weiling( no offense :X) and don't know anything. What happening now is Sam vs Kel. Well not really like that but something was happening. In fact, this is getting worst. If it is not solved any sooner, there will be a big hole in this Mafia. And you know, I don't want anyone to leave this fam anymore. So here is my opinion of you guys.
Lemme start with XinHua then:
Well Crazy about BoonLiew, Deng Weng and Moo Moo. Don't really understand why but seriously if you just stay silent and looked at them, what is the use of liking them? Its like crushing on celebs you know. So if you reaaally liked them please just start off as friends with them before i give you a thwack in the head. You can be really dense at times. In fear that you will evolve into Asian Blonde soon. Sometimes pissed that you keep on ranting on things that already happened. Don't cry over spill milk yooo. Life is unfair, deal with it. Even though there is things i find you bad with, you are really caring. Kind? Sometimes I kinda find you familiar with myself. Pitying on people that is ugly but getting bullied. The one I can trust my secrets with. REALLY CARED ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINION OF YOU. e.g: people leave space for you since you always complained about 3 person theory. Then you don't want come in cause you say its like very bad. And when i turn back and look you will give sad face. Seriously some times i feel like taking my bag and thwacking it in your face. Then when people no leave space you will rant about it after that. Sighh... Quarrel with you the most. But reason for it? That is because i feel that we are the closest. Its like a blood-related sister. I don't really quarrel with others cause i will just keep it in my heart. But with you, i feel that i can do that. Maybe it is because we spend the most time together? Well even though you have such imperfections but still I love you. In fact the only change you need is stop ranting too much and prevent yourself from evolving.
Rou Jin:
When I said you are my second mother, you really are my second mother. Mother like figure and all. Really cares about all of us. Mysterious. Truthfully at first, I'm have doubts about you. Have to admit i have disliked you before(Sec 1). Sometimes feel that you are faking something. Doesn't know much secrets from you. Sometimes seriously talked too much and doesn't look like you. Have real doubts that you haven't show your true colour to us. Reason that you letter why so sort? Don't have much complains. But seriously I realise I know too less about you. What I know is you are seriously a mother bird. Last but not least, I love you.
Kelsey:
Well THE ONE THAT MADE ME GOT HURT MOST OF THE TIMES. Don't care about people's feelings. Lets just say if theres someone jumping off the cliff and you are walking pass you will just give no damn and continue walking. Seriously i never imagined myself being BFF with someone not caring at all. But still we have things in common like having interest in dancing. Really admire you for being independent. But sometimes i just think you should be dependent on us more. Sometimes, i just thought you are putting a mask on or something. Remember that time when Ben tore your homework? I was shocked that you cried. I remembered us crowding towards you and everything. Never have thought that such scene would ever happened. Even though you are really oblivious to other people's feeling, you know how to be there when you realise someone was hurt. E.g. If someone cried, you know that you need to be there. That is why i think once you thrash things out with Sam and WeiLing, things could be solve. You are not someone who is simply heartless. Even though you can't be considerate you know when to be there when one of us is hurt. Still regardless of hurting me and everything, you do apologise and I never hold any grudge against you. Sec 1 when i still knew less about you, i kinda don't like you. But its nothing now. Okay I love you.
WeiLing:
Seriously cannot tahan her when she said shes innocent. So WeiLing, stop it. Sometimes think she is faking. I really wonder what she is thinking sometime. Sometimes I think she seeks attention. Kinda dense. But you are really sensitive towards how other think about you. Really caring. Maybe due to your girl personality. Often worry about others. But sometimes i want you to show your true colours you know. Don't know i have a feeling that you are acting sometimes. Maybe i'm wrong. But still I love you.
Samantha:
Well you Hate the world, Think that the world revolves around you. You have something common with Kelsey which is sometimes you are oblivious to feelings to people. Still, you are caring. When you talk to us in the class room that time, I didn't expect you to get emotional. In fact im shock. I hope you will change and become optimist. Not that the world is for you to hate. Even though things seems really out of place at times,  we are really behind. You can stop being so demanding please? But sometimes, people really have their things to do so we cannot submit to your request. I really hope you and Kel can reunite. Maybe you will be really angry at this. If you do, I apologise. But no matter of what, I love you.
Okay so as you guys know Monday there is a movie date and i hope that all of you guys can go. After that we can talk about the dispute. Anyone who is insulted or think that i misunderstood them about this can tell me during Mon. I'm not really good at reading other people. Anyways, if things really got worse. I just wanna say i won't be standing on any side. I really hope we can get through this and become much more strongly bonded. Aishiteru Eclipse. I really love you guys